There's Nothing More Petrifying Than The Realization That The Main Reason I'm Like This Is Because Of

i wanna cut soooo badly this is actual torture. 24 days of pure hell

i absolutely adore feeling someone else's weight on me, it's like a blanket but cooler

you wouldn't even be able to comprehend how absolutely TIRED i am. just absolutely drained. fully depleted of energy. not even "no will to live," i'm just EXHAUSTED

unfortunately the only thing on my mind is pjsk

you’re very quick to like my darling’s posts, hm?

i'm chronically online

when i hurt myself and it actually hurts

keeping yourself safe for the sake of someone you love is absurd. it isn't love if there isn't self-sacrifice

getting mad at myself is so funny because yes of course i'm gonna ruin your life for that but also now my life is ruined and i have to be mad at myself for doing it and the cycle just continues

unfortunately i am nonchalant but its not even by choice i WISH i could be super chalant and cute, maybe that'd make people like me more

my lips randomly decided to hurt who's gonna make me feel better