I'm Sensing Many Bad Things Yet To Come, This Is Worrying

sometimes i'm tempted to ask my online friends if they think i'm pretty (i love external validation) but then i remember they've never even seen my fucking face

my most recent cuts are the PRETTIEST shade of red right now god i wish they could stay this way

honestly, i can't fathom how there are people that actually comment on vent posts to try and help/comfort op. do some people just have enough empathy and kind words to spare? i can barely handle it when my friends vent to me, but there are people that can comfort total strangers? i just can't wrap my head around it

I love them but I also want to shoot them dead because they like attract friends and I have 2 Dms in my entire account im going to fucking crywhy am I so unlovable.

i hate when i want to talk to someone SO BADLY, but i can't find anything to say, or i'm afraid they'll think i'm annoying. this happens to me all the time, it's so horrid

looking at pictures of me from 2 years ago to give current me a major confidence boost

you're cool beans (My best compliment, only given to those who are awesome sauce)

thanks!!!🌟

one day i'll kill myself and everyone will be soooo sad and all the people i tried being friends with that didn't return my efforts will realize they missed out on the most amazing person they could ever possibly meet. then they'll kill themselves too and i won't feel bad about it bc i'm also dead and we'll be friends in the afterlife or our graves or whatever. i'll also make sure to write some hilarious jokes in my suicide note. if i'm not funny, i'm not me. also my grave will always have sparkles around it because i'm very magical and cool. thank you for listening to my ted talk

when love is painful, worship is hard

suicide would be soooo good right now