why is it that everyone seems perfectly capable of forming connections with others except for me? what's wrong with me? i genuinely don't know. even after trying to adopt the mannerisms of others, my efforts are all in vain. why? what am i doing wrong?
fun fact: if i love you oh so dearly and sincerely i will 100% call you "my lovely" or some shit like that. i just love the fact that lovely's an adjective and i choose to use it as a noun
did i ever like her or did she just give me the most attention
gosh if i wasn't the worst i could've been a good friend. this really sucks
save me mutuals I arbitrarily decided were cool. Save me
i hate when i endure something painful only for it to not leave a mark. all that effort wasted
i'm so relatable, if only people actually knew i existed
either my bl@de is garbage or my technique sucks bc i have not been able to get a single good cvt
got 2 compliments today. i think it's safe to say i'm fucking gorgeous
ugh just remembered my friend has other friends. why am i not enough? i'm literally the best. whose company would she prefer over mine? this makes no sense. whatever she was annoying anyway i'm better off without her
please for the love of god stop leading me on
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