I find it interesting that antis will immediately assume you touch kids irl when they see you liking fucked up things in ships or fics like big age gap
I think it shows how they collectively see ships as something to project themselves into ONLY and therefore they gladly call anyone who sees ships' appeal differently big words like "pedo" & "groomer"
Just because their only ships understanding is "me and who" and no other understandings have crossed their minds yet
The literal reason I started shipping Lisa with Fischl is these keychains /srs
They are so silly I love them
My biggest flex is that I own these fiction freedom and fischlisa pins hehe
I reached out to one of printing houses in order to get them if you wonder
Maybe I should get rosabarb pin some time hmmm 🤔🤔🤔
Credits to 1800queeragenda and Chriss
Exactly, sometimes people forget they are allowed to feel negative emotions over something, that's absolutely fine, and I think no sane person will shame you for your feelings, just be nice to others and filter what you consume and you'll be okay
You're allowed to hate content for whatever reason. You're allowed to find it disgusting and immoral. I frankly could care less if you hate taboo content, you're allowed to feel however you want to about it. What's not acceptable is abusing others over your personal tastes or sense of morals.
I finally found a part time job that I enjoy
I found a new hobby (lolita fashion)
I made some new friends this summer thanks to furmeets
I'm not giving up and keep getting professional help with my severe depression (it's hard, but I want to believe that one day I can finally feel something and live happily)
I accepted myself as a proshipper!! That's kind of dangerous to say it out loud due to antis activities on the internet, but I want to be myself and not to hide my true identity and interest
I created this blog where I am finally being myself with comship stuff
I keep improving at drawing no matter how hard it is sometimes due to 0 ideas and no inspiration (I love drawing so much)
I continue living despite some suicidal thoughts and destructive behaviors and I don't want to give up on my live yet!!
You know what, i want to do something nice and positive.
Anyone that sees this, tell me something you are proud of. It doesnt matter how big or small it is. It could be you graduating college or it could be you just managed to get out of bed today. It doesnt matter what.
I want you to tell me something you did that your proud of, and i want to congratulate you on it. Everyone deserves to be congratulated on things they are proud of.
It can be on or off anon. I just want to spread some positivity to the world some.
Some reasons why I was inactive here:
I was busy with my job as a souvenir artist, and I really loved my job!! The coworkers were really sweet and supportive and I always wanted to make money by being an artist/painter. But the salary was wayyyy too little (literally 30$ per MONTH), so I quit it. It was fun while it lasted though!
I became more interested in other social media and apps (like TikTok, Pinterest, Taobao/Xianyu, Telegram, YouTube etc) than in Tumblr. I use Tumblr for proship content only (because let's be honest, if some content maker will see a 🌈🍖 combo, they will instantly block me, so it's not really safe for me to interact with people I like here), so for fandoms and jsf stuff I use other social media, where nobody knows I'm a proship — that's just how people treat proships nowadays unfortunately
I was more focused on interacting with friends and acquaintances and on visiting some real live events rather than being on the internet all days long
Severe depression makes itself felt, and I ran out of ideas and motivation for blogging and art, not only in Tumblr but also in general. It's really tough for me, and I feel really bad for abandoning my Tumblr, but it's how your mental health affects almost every aspect of your life. But I hope I'll get better some day!!
And the main reason is... I got really tired of this ship discourse. Too many people, especially antis, fight each other, there is too much information, discourses and controversies, it's literally draining me as a person. I'm not planning on quitting proship community though, and even if I'm inactive in it, just know that I am still a proship and I stand by its ideas. It's just that I'm so tired of seeing people dehumanize, insult, threaten and groundlessly accuse proshippers in crimes like grooming and CSAing because of their fiction preferences so openly and unconscionably... I don't know. It's so unfair. I just hope one day people like this will realize that they do really wrong, and it will change for better
It's not a big deal I just feel like emojiwar is kinda dumb from both sides — why do antis act rabid seeing cute emojis together and then say the most diabolical shit over them and why do some proshippers try to "fight back" with new niche combos
Sometimes I feel really bad for blocking my close friends on Tumblr since I don't want them to find out that I'm a procomshipper bc they simply will not accept it, but I understand blocking them is a necessary step if I don't want to lose friendship or damage our relations over "weird" ships. I wish I could be myself around them and not pretend to be a neutral/anti but let's be real, if they are triggered/disgusted by incestuous/abusive ships and if they don't want to become "problematic" in people's eyes by supporting or accepting a procom, they won't accept me as someone who enjoys those dynamics in fiction
I tried to open up to my best friend about liking age gap and incestuous ships with slight hints and they said that's creepy and that they condemn this stuff so yeah, opening up about it Is not an option
I lowkey feel like a Ladybug from Miraculous or Hannah Montana living a double life lol, that's a bit funny when you think about it actually
Anyways I'm still glad that Tumblr can be my little safe space for comship stuff where I can be as "problematic" as I can and I will be welcomed and accepted here by all of you. Thank you so much for your activities under my posts and for your support, I really appreciate it <3 You are the best
Her silly smile is my everything 🥺🥺🥺 AND HER LAUGH— 🥺🥺🥺
I want to make some art of her and someone else as a ship but idk who to choose as her s/o: Mona or Lisa </3 Or maybe someone else (preference to an adult, you can suggest other characters at the comments if you ship fischl with someone else hehe)
My lovelies my meowmies my yuri therapists memwmememwme
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