When you're in 90% of dni lists so you pull this move:
Hi, I'm bogdasha, I'm 20 and this is my mostly SFW proship blog with random stuff related — discourse posts, fancontent, reblogs, random thoughts, anything basically -✎ I have no dni and I follow&block freely -✎ my DMs are open for anybody, just be respectful -✎ my only boundaries for now are being respectful (again) and not sending me pornographic/fetish content if I don't specify otherwise -✎ sometimes I may post off-topic things, though I don't do it often -✎ I have no posting schedule, I post as I please, but I'm terms of time I prefer posting around 22/10pm UTC -✎ this is my ONLY tumblr blog for now -✎ I'm also a selfshipper and most of my ships are selfships actually, though I have no f/o for now
Russian, bi and arospec girl, she/her, with severe depression, may be weird in general -✎ furry, multiaesthetic, ex multifandom, proud wannabe and poser in terms of communities and styles, I like small experiments with self expression and I live by them -✎ my english might be bad at times sorry for that in advance
It's hard for me to tell about my interests in general because they change almost every month and they're shallow -✎ for now (october 2024) my main interests are netsurfing, roblox (mostly catalog avatar creator and roleplays) and jsf (mainly egl) -✎ also for russian speakers, я сижу и участвую в кфкм в телеграме, но не прям активничаю -✎ I used to be in MANY fandoms and have many interests in 2014-2022, to the point I don't remember them all, but my core fandoms were:
Lololoshka and ru Minecraft in general (2013)
How to train your dragon (2014-2015)
FNAF (2014-2016)
Rytp (2015-2016)
Yandere simulator (2015-2018)
Yt gamers, mainly windy31 and dantekris (2015-2019)
Сыендук (2015-2021)
TheBrianMaps (2015-idk)
Anime & Manga (2015-2022)
Undertale (2016-2017)
Yt animators: Jayden, theodd1sout, sr Pelo, domics, wolfichu, daidus, mirby, мармаж, дьявол76, другие руязычные аниматоры (2016-2018)
RPGmaker games (2016-2022)
Heartbound (2017-2018)
Ddlc (2017-2019)
Danganronpa (2020)
There are more fandoms I was in, these are those that shaped me as a person in a way
I don't care about other discourses, especially here, so I don't participate in or post radqueer lolisho propara/antipara endo/antiendo valid/not valid labels etc stuff, just proship and some off topic
I may have strong or mixed thoughts and feelings about certain things but I don't tend to share them
My taste in music is mostly electronic (I have a more specific taste but I don't care about genre labels much), also some indie stuff and shoegaze
Have this for better reference:
(^ this is relevant for mid 2022 — august 2024 music taste)
I used to love drawing and making handicrafts (especially origami and rainbow loom knits) since childhood!! I barely do any of this now due to my mental state, but those still have my heart
I also wanted to make a list of my ex interests here but I fear it'll be a bit too long for intro post -✎ though who knows, maybe one day... >:3
I hop fast and I find it cool to share f/os with others, I think of sharing as of a way of building and supporting the community -✎ as I mentioned, I have no f/os now and I don't really treat my f/os as partners, I think of them as of crushes I tend to have lots of self-insert fantasies about hehe -✎ also I like drawing myself with f/os and ordering commissions with us, I'm cringe and I'm free idc at this point
My former f/os are:
Sans - Undertale (romantic, 2016 yes I was one of those og fangirls)
Gabriel García — Telltale Walking Dead p3 (romantic, 2017)
Lore — Heartbound (romantic, 2017)
Vanilla and Coconut - Nekopara (platonic, 2017-2018)
Larry — Sally face (romantic in 2017-2018 and queerplatonic in 2023)
Kara — Detroit Become Human (queerplatonic, 2018)
Tanjiro — Demon Slayer (platonic, 2020)
Apollo — Animal crossing (platonic, 2020)
Mondo — DRTHH (platonic, 2020)
Kazuichi — SDR2 (romantic, 2020)
Korekyo — DRV3 (queerplatonic, 2020)
Kurt Frank — IDV (platonic, 2021)
Monty — FNAF security breach (sensual, 2021)
Childe — Genshin (sensual, 2021)
Ginko — Mushishi (queerplatonic, 2021-2022)
Sally — Sally face (sensual, 2023)
Simon — Cry of fear (queerplatonic, 2023)
Medic — TF2 (sensual, 2023)
Spy — TF2 (sensual, 2024)
Sniper × Spy (TF2)
Fischl × Lisa (Genshin)
Barbara × Rosaria (Genshin)
Sal × Larry (Sally Face)
[FORMER SHIP] Pinecest (Gravity falls, ≈2015-2016)
[FORMER SHIP] Frans (Undertale, 2016)
[FORMER SHIP] Sato × Shio (Happy sugar life, 2018)
[FORMER SHIP] Childe × Lumine (Genshin, 2022)
[FORMER SHIP] Barbara × Xinyan (Genshin, 2022)
[FORMER SHIP] Irma × Kleesha (My OCs, 2023)
I have no particular taste in ships, I ship whatever I find appealing which is always random, though I'm not a fan of parent x child and sexually abusive ships, they personally make me uncomfortable -✎ l'm not exclusively a comshipper, default/no taboo ships are loved no less
Okay but like should I open my ask box? Because I want to chat with you, reply to your requests, answer your questions if you have those and just have fun together, but I don't want to deal with antis' tremendous hate with their sui/sh baits and disgusting descriptions of me being tortured/killed/molested. I don't know what to do at this point 😭😭😭 I mean I probably can take some of this hate but I'm not sure if I do a good thing by opening box so I need your opinion in the comments
My lovelies my meowmies my yuri therapists memwmememwme
Requested by anonymous
This kind of dynamics 🔛🔝
Translation:
1) Oh no! Please don't
2) Psychovalentine 0_o I can't live without you, so now you can't be without me
All credits to Tamakuz
Thing I notice
Made a proship boykisser memes for fun, enjoy!! Free to use :3 Lmk if you'd like some more memes like this. You can even request memes with your favorite ships or dynamics!
Some reasons why I was inactive here:
I was busy with my job as a souvenir artist, and I really loved my job!! The coworkers were really sweet and supportive and I always wanted to make money by being an artist/painter. But the salary was wayyyy too little (literally 30$ per MONTH), so I quit it. It was fun while it lasted though!
I became more interested in other social media and apps (like TikTok, Pinterest, Taobao/Xianyu, Telegram, YouTube etc) than in Tumblr. I use Tumblr for proship content only (because let's be honest, if some content maker will see a 🌈🍖 combo, they will instantly block me, so it's not really safe for me to interact with people I like here), so for fandoms and jsf stuff I use other social media, where nobody knows I'm a proship — that's just how people treat proships nowadays unfortunately
I was more focused on interacting with friends and acquaintances and on visiting some real live events rather than being on the internet all days long
Severe depression makes itself felt, and I ran out of ideas and motivation for blogging and art, not only in Tumblr but also in general. It's really tough for me, and I feel really bad for abandoning my Tumblr, but it's how your mental health affects almost every aspect of your life. But I hope I'll get better some day!!
And the main reason is... I got really tired of this ship discourse. Too many people, especially antis, fight each other, there is too much information, discourses and controversies, it's literally draining me as a person. I'm not planning on quitting proship community though, and even if I'm inactive in it, just know that I am still a proship and I stand by its ideas. It's just that I'm so tired of seeing people dehumanize, insult, threaten and groundlessly accuse proshippers in crimes like grooming and CSAing because of their fiction preferences so openly and unconscionably... I don't know. It's so unfair. I just hope one day people like this will realize that they do really wrong, and it will change for better