Hey Over Here! Hi, So I Watched This Bill Nye Video The Other Day And He Said That If Astrology Was Correct

“But what Stefan saw then was like a blow to his stomach. Katherine was smiling – the little secret smile that she had often shared with him. But she was not looking at him. She was looking at Damon.”

— Stefan Salvatore, The Awakening, Chapter 03, p.026

although i've been living in my 4D for days, feeling happy, fulfilled, feeling like the 4D is the real one and barely acknowledging the 3D, my old self is still the one in the world. when i had to take care of obligations, i looked at the 3D as my "past self" and had no reactions or feelings about it. but there are still no changes, and i don't understand what i'm doing wrong, please help me... i'm tired of living a perfect life in the 4D when everything in the 3D stays the same...

To be aware of being something new means a total denial of the old. What you're talking about is tolerance of something you don't want there, but still continue to recreate because of ignorance.

This permissive new is not really new. It is but a new attitude of the old. The really new obliterates the old completely.

When you talk of the old self and new (or 3D self and 4D self), whom do you have in mind? As there is continuity in memory between the two, each remembering the other, how can you speak of two selves? There is but one self — it is always now.

The self is single. You are that self and you have ideas of what you have been or will be. But an idea is not the self. Just now, who sent this ask, which self are you? The old or the new?

I will tell you. Conflict is the characteristic of the old. When the new emerges the old is no longer. You cannot speak of the new and the conflict in the same breath. Even the effort of striving for the new self is of the old. Wherever there is conflict, effort, struggle, striving, longing for a change, the new is not.

the secret of commission is FAITH plus LOVE

I know we all rely on methods to enter the Void but today I wanted to mention why Faith is important too and how it helped me in my journey so far. Few days ago I was sitting on my couch watching TV and asking myself why I still hadn't enter the Void successfully after almost 8+ months of trying. I' know alot of people say "go study the basics" and I did but still felt like something was missing or something I didn't fully grasp. I was sitting there and thinking "ok I know the void state is easy (because I did enter once without knowing what it is) but why didn't I enter despite trying so much with all different routines? I was looking through my folder (l printed out the most important stuff so I can look at it while I am at work and before bed lol) then I found a post that I printed from @consciousnessbaddie where she mentioned @charmedreincarnation's friend could shift WITHIN IN A WEEK with only an intention. AND THEN I HIT ME as I looked on my "Faith" tattoo on my wrist and I was like: "I had the answer all along tattooed on myself." lol

Faith. Faith. Faith.

I didn't have faith in myself or any methods at all. I was just trying. Trying and hoping. I re-read (yes I've read Neville's books a few times so far) The Faith is your Fortune again and he did mention something like it is not our battle to fight; it is God's fight when it comes to our desires. So why is this one important? We as ego-based humans we want to know how, why, when and use our logical side. BUT THERE IS NO LOGIC when manifesting. It is a simple Law. We as our ego (or outer man) can't change a thing and that's ok. God does the work not your ego who thinks he has to do all the work!! Your only job is it to be. BE WHAT YOU WANT TO BE AND LET GOD DO THE WORK.

'it is not I that doeth the works, but the father within that doeth the works!' - NG

GOD is within yourself. He is there for you. He chooses you. He will always choose you. He chooses you to give you everything you want. He wants all the best for you. You have to give God only the GO to help you and let your ego just be. You have TO STOP to give god reasons why he shouldn't help you. A lot of you are trying to put their ego equal to GOD but it is not how it works. How can your ego be god? It is just a random identity. Your consciousness is your god. Your consciousness is within you. Since you can't touch or feel it but you KNOW it is inside you. How can you not have faith when you know that GOD created you and decided to look through your eyes? Do you now understand what I mean with 'have faith'? God loves you. Please have faith.

“I and my Father are one, but my Father is greater than I.“ "My awareness and that which I AM Aware of being are one, but I AM greater than that which I AM aware of being. The conceiver will ever be greater than his conception. The Father (Consciousness) is greater than his SON (conception of himself)."

After this realization I felt so free. It is not my battle. I just have to BE. I don't have to worry about when and how. I just have to KNOW that I will be successful because god aka my consciousness/I AM is "fighting the battle" and I only have to trust mySELF and have faith. That's all. Such a freeing feeling. It does take off the pressure for your ego to achieve something or your logical mind reasoning everything.

"You remain faithful, and it will create the conditions necessary to bring fulfillment." - NG

Just a day after this realization I was watching Malcom in the middle. I was trying to take a nap since I felt tired but couldn't fall asleep and so I started to visualize the house Malcom was living in (basically @luckykiwiii101 distraction method). I did this with NO intention to enter the void at all. I just thought it might help me fall asleep. After one hour maybe I became conscious of my thoughts again as my body suddenly felt heavy and I intuitively just said "I AM" a few times. Then I felt like being pulled up and heard a loud ringing in my left ear but I was so excited that I started unintentionally to focus on my surroundings and thought "It is happening noooooooow." Sadly, I became aware of the 3D again but I wasn't mad at myself at all that I didn't enter the Void. For me it was a WIN. I didn't try to enter the Void and just started to have faith in mySELF and let God do his work. See how it worked? God or my consciousness always has my back.

"you may get your results tomorrow, it may come the day after; it may come in a week, but I assure you the WILL come."

Pick a method/routine you made for yourself and assume this one will work and do it everyday with the knowing that GOD always has your back. Don't wonder, don't pressure yourself, don't doubt. Just know that it will work. I promise we all will have success stories in a few days. We are all in this together.

All the love.

Scorpio moon moodboard

“I fell in love with her intense, dark, universe sized eyes and The way she laughed when she sensed danger.”

Rohini Women

I couldn’t help but notice a resemblance between the actress Josie Maran who plays Mariska one of the Vampire brides to Dracula in the 2004 movie Van Helsing and super model Ana Beatriz Barros famous for her 2005 Magenta Pink VS fashion show wings that are still talked about 20 years later!

When I looked at Josie’s chart I noticed that she has her Moon placed in Rohini

When I looked at Ana Beatriz’s chart I saw she had her Sun in Rohini!

BOOM SHAKALAKA!!!

The only difference is Ana Beatriz has her Moon in Magha so she has those doll-like Tim Burton looking eyes that give very much “Corpse Bride” as well.

Pluto/Chiron in 3rd, Scorpio ruling 3rd House, Ruler of 3rd House Aspect Pluto/Chiron: High School That Feels Like Hell?

TW: Trauma, abuse

The whole education for me is just never a place for study. It's never as simple as that. I'm very sure too that at least people around me also think the same. Education is almost everything since we spent almosg 3/4 of our lives in there starting from elementary to uni. In high school especially when we spent around 5 or 6 days at school with around 9 hours for each day, pretty sure that high school become big part of our life. That includes our social circle

I have noticed that people who have Pluto/Chiron in 3rd house, Scorpio ruling 3rd house, or the ruler of 3rd house aspecting Pluto/Chiron tend to have a really rough high school time. What happened in high school was so traumatizing as all the dramas and pain in almost all areas surfaced that it change the native's life

My friend's younger sibling, let's call her as Luna, has Pluto in her 3rd house. Her high school life was so dramatic. The frustation has already started even before the school begun. Her score was quite little so she got to high school which weren't that good and far away from house. The start of that was already disappointing. But what happened after that was really crazy. In that high school, she faced every haters like almost all people hate and gossip about her, the guy that she liked date other girl while also leading her on by always calling her, her almost being dethroned from her position in organization, and many else. Those frustations and heartbreak lead her to finally learn about Tarot so now she can read Tarot really well

What's really crazy is that her experiences are oddly similar to mine. I have ruler of 3rd house (Sun) conjunct Pluto in exact and also conjunct Chiron. The start of my high school too was so similar as her. My score wasn't enough to get to the school that I wanted so I chose the school that was lower than that and also far away from my house. Crazy right? The dramas too started from that. I took wrong major, couldn't catch up with the studies, friendship and relationship dramas, being "dethroned" in terms of me not being able to apply to uni that I wanted even if I already met the requirements and just need to write motivation letter, and many else. In high school too that was the first time of me learning about astrology

Now I think the theme of early disappoinment that forecast the more destructive and dramatic future, the pain, friendship and relationship bickering and abuse, public hate, dethroning, and long term traumas are very much Pluto or Chiron themes. What's very interesting is that all of those pain lead the natives to be able to tap into divination tools such as tarot and astrology. Pluto and Chiron both rule divination and occult matters

For this case, what I can say is astrology is really astrologying

Y'ALL I ENTERED THE VOID YESTERDAY 😭

I did the psych-k for the past 3 to 4 days, and was losing hope... But I pushed away all the thoughts that said 'you can't'. Yesterday evening I was really tired asf and had no energy to do anything.... But still I did psych-k only for one position (my right hand crossed over my left and my left leg crossed over my right) and started affirming. I usually do this as lullaby method. Suddenly I felt a strong sensation of my soul being pulled over like getting sucked into a vaccum cleaner lmao. THEN GUESS WHAT? I GOT INTO THE VOID HAHAHA ✨ I wanted to wake up on the first day of my second year of medical school, which is basically December 15, 2023. cus on that day our first year exams' final scores will be out! so I wanted a 98% on my score card 🤌 GUESS WHAT? I WOKE UP TODAY ON THE EXACT DATE I MENTIONED 😭😭 I WENT TO SCHOOL TO CHECK MY RESULTS AND GUESS WHAT?? I GOT A 98.66% ON MY SCORE CARD WHICH IS THE HIGHEST!! Honestly I am on cloud 9 rn 😭😭 I just came home from school and am writing this, I can't control my tears bruhh 😭😭 I'm soo happy, everything worked in my favour ✨

You can do it too, you can be your own success story! Just get your ass up and think like you already have it 🤷🏻‍♂️

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PILE ONE - THE SILVER QUEEN

❦ from what im getting for this pile is that you have a dark power of making many people submit to you, without barely doing anything you have this power of making others feel intimidated by you, even though this gives you automatic authority over other people. they might be others who will want to be different and go against you. due to how used to you are having others submit to you it could rub you the wrong way when you see someone not behave like others. you have this queen energy that makes many people do whatever you want them to do, you have this cold fire energy to you and especially when you speak. you can speak with softness yet people would still be able to hear the dominance you bear with your soul.

❦ you have this dark power of controlling both men and women, it could be considered as mind manipulation/mind control, or people from the outside would study it as people fearing you so they do whatever you want them to do. your dark power could include of influence, you will have people by your side all the time and would have people advocate for you, you might have people around you that see you doing barely anything wrong which could lead to something dangerous. even though your dark power could impact people around you, this could also impact you, because they see you as someone who is "perfect" and "mighty" the moment you do something they wouldnt expect them to do, all their delusions about you will fall and they can become disappointed.

❦ but because of your mind manipulation, you can quickly make them believe otherwise. you can make them start thinking you are someone who is perfect and outer-worldly again. this is a pile for people who want to feel like a God, this could be your inner self, what you want to become, becoming someone who could have someone's life in their hands. deciding if they should go punished or unpunished. (very Lilith-like).

❦ as i said that you have this type of influence, which could once against link back to mind manipulation. with just with the look on your face and the gloss in your eyes, you could make others decide if they want to or not want to do anything. people who chose this pile could be very excellent when giving puppy-eyes which could make it difficult for others to say not to you. many people who have picked this pile could be studied as someone who is brattish and spoiled, being very used to everything going there way. and because you are so good at mind-control, you can use it to make others go against others, the power of persuasion and influence.

❦ people who've picked this pile might have some aquarius, pisces, leo, neptune and uranus, prominent lilith and slight scorpio dominance to them. they could even have some pluto dominance to them; those placements are very required for someone to have that much influence on others, it could even go to the degrees, the 23 degree, 17 degree, 10 degree and 20 degree. but the most dominant and prominent sign and planet that is coming up for me for this pile is pisces and neptune.

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PILE TWO - QUEEN OF HELL

❦ for those who have picked this pile, i sense that your dark power is being able to transform yourself from every situation and like the previous pile, or which i'd say is quite similar to the previous pile, many of you have the power to deceive others. being able to get other people to do your bidding without them realising that they are doing your bidding; many of you are witty, mischievous, cunning and alluring that is most likely how you get many people to fall for what you say to them causing them to do what you want. like i said in the beginning of the paragraph that you have the ability to transform yourself from every situation, including negative situations, you guys mainly transform yourself from negative situations, in a way that you become more powerful than ever. in a "what doesnt kill you makes you stronger" way.

❦ however, like, the previous pile, you guys can be very manipulative, but not in a mind-control way. perhaps you guys already have done or maybe it has flown through your mind, or you have the capability to do it; you guys might've used someone's leverage against them. but majority of the leverage could be about relationships, im seeing a lot of you guys used leverage against married people who've tried to hit on you. im also getting that you use sex to get what you want. very mischievous people who have picked this pile and people who usually have ulterior motives.

❦ im seeing that many of you might pray to a deity or that some of you just have a God-Complex, i sense that the reason why majority of you are like this is because you have been wronged in the past many time and perhaps you let people get away with it back then until there was just a moment when you had enough. you woke up as a different person, a person with an agenda, perchance, many of you are bitter people but you are not bitter without a reason.

❦ possibly, you being bitter is what aids you to go throughout the day. without that bitterness you wouldnt have accomplished the things you have done. it could be said that your dark power would include vengefulness and a powerful will, it could be studied that many of you have been called a bitch and you never took offence to it. perchance you even agree with the claim, it makes you feel good that you make other people miserable. you feed onto negativity it is a like a power source to many of you guys, possibly people do feel bad negativity around you, and perhaps it is bad energy due to the negative generated power you consume. adding onto your dark power, it would be studied that you always have versatility and duality to dip into different personalities, which could be a reason why people think you're two-faced.

❦ howbeit, you do that to adapt into the atmosphere you're in, specifically if they're new atmospheres. ironically, some of you might even be a twin and you could be considered as the rebellious twin. moreover, to the placements im seeing for this pile is heavy mercury, virgo, gemini, scorpio, pluto, sagittarius, aquarius and libra. mainly mutable energy for this pile, degrees like 18°, 21°, 20°, 29°, 15° and the 16°.

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PILE THREE - QUEEN OF THE NIGHT

❦ this is a very devious and slick mass of people who've picked this pile. sirens, femme fatales, plutonians and lilithians gathered here. people who love the darkness, the occult, death and magic. a lot of people who practice witchcraft or anything else surrounding it picked this pile, but that is not the dark power i'll be speaking about. the dark power people who've picked this pile would have is the ability to lure others, as if a snake trapping their prey. the ability to deceit others successfully all the time and possibly having the ability to enhance your beauty, being very adaptable in your surroundings, being able to do all dark mischievous things while still being able to look like the innocent one.

❦ one of your abilities is perserverance, having the ability to wait it out, wait till someone's death or wait until someone's tired. also waiting until the person you are against forgets what they've done so you can attack and surprise them, like those thieves in the night; on one hand, i have a state of mind that many of you have to have at least one clair. this is the pile of people who are very spiritually talented and barely of you use it for a peaceful or happy thing. many of you use your gifts to seek out revenge and justice. perchance, a lot of you were pushed to a moment you had nothing but the darkness and the darkness enveloped you with a cold warmth.

❦ being nocturnal, which could aid you on succeeding on the things you've planned. many of you are secretive and intelligent. having the power to outsmart any opponent you have even if they're more knowledgable or "powerful" than you. both "knowledge is power" and "power is power" are your mottos and you know when to use them individually or you know how to use them the same time. returning to the point of you having the ability to lure others in, masses of you do have this siren affect and you like to use it on men most of the time, to play and toy with their feelings, majority of the time is when they come to you with ulterior motives but you being the cunning person you are, you outsmart them.

❦ people who've picked this pile embody darkness and malevolence. you have this dark power to read someone's mind with ease, you scare and intimidate people. eyes either holding much expression or very detached. but grin malicious or playful, some people might consider you as someone who appears or disappears very quickly, but you have this impact to be printed in someone's mind for a very long time, as if their mind is your home. having this dark ability to pick every insecurity or fear one has and use it against them.

❦ having this all-knowing energy that makes people automatically think that you're better than them, of course this'll bring nasty and envious energy but many of you wouldnt care due to you being of people who feed on negative energy. being able to do risky things for your benefit, many of you are self-righteous, selfish and arrogant but it helps you through life, you do have this light within you but you decide to cover it with a blanket and only show it to people you think are deserving of it. placements i get for this pile is mainly scorpio, aries, aquarius, virgo, pisces and leo. with dominant pluto, uranus, moon and sun, im getting a mars-venus, mars-neptune, venus-pluto, sun-pluto and jupiter-pluto aspects for people here; returning to the point of you doing risky things for your benefit, perhaps people have hurt you for your benefit and now all you do is reflect them. perhaps you project a lot, you're self-aware of the darkness and evilness that does fill up your body that it could be stated that your dark power is genuinely just darkness.

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PILE FOUR - THE REVOLUTION QUEEN

❦ here lies the provokers and the teasers, the people who think they're better than others but perhaps they even are. having the dark power to get a reaction from anyone, being able to get under anyone's skin; perchance many of you are hated because of how much distaste people get when they even say your name, or the annoyed groan that comes out of their mouths when they hear or see of your presence. i have a state of mind that you knowing that you can make people feel that way makes you feel good, knowing your power and impact on people.

❦ having this dark power to control other's emotions, pathokinesis is what they call it. aside from all the negative thoughts people could have of you, you could be described as some sort of charmer. knowing your way with words, knowing how to get someone riled up, knowing how to get someone sad or knowing how to get someone horny. making someone's knees shake because of how you word sentences, it could be stated that it does sound like mind manipulation, but, this is different, this is the manipulation of someone's mental state.

❦ having the potential to make someone leave the room with glee or despair. you could be described as someone who's a little wicked, evil with without a cause, being mischievous just for the fun of it, it makes you laugh knowing how brittle and frail human emotion's are, that to others it could be studied that you are not human but a mean sorceress. having the dark ability to prey on others just because you can; maybe you do this to make yourself feel better about yourself and it works. perhaps inside that cold and hard body of yours, if pierced with the sharpest weapon the world could wield and that tip of the weapon could touch your heart, they would be able to feel the sad and insecure feelings that rush through your body.

❦ but it's not your fault, the world has made you this way and so you must make the world feel how you've felt, and you're great at it. another nocturnal pile, maybe you're the people who cant even sleep, back rested against the bed as you stare up at the ceiling, hands either beside your body or against your stomach as you imagine all the things you could do. revenge, being a dark power of yours. knowing what you could do to others makes you smile, skin made out of tough steel, having the power to get through anything.

❦ maybe you've been called insane, but it didnt hurt you, you've been told worse that almost nothing could hurt you. maybe you've been called crazy, a bitch, a psycho, all the rude words under the sun and you've accepted them. you've been looked at as if your whole existence was taboo, perhaps you were someone who wasnt accepted in this life time, being a lone wolf, maybe some of you even have a short amount of friends, but you might not talk to them all the time. being a hermit, needing alone time to regenerate. accepting loneliness as it accepted you, you might even find it better with it just staying that way. seeing pisces placements for this pile, heavy 12h placements, neptune placements, cancer, scorpio placements, 11h and 8h placements. heavy aquarius and uranus energy perhaps even sagittarius. prominent lilith and pluto dominant too.

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