TENTH LORD In SUN NAKSHATRAS

Your desires were never bigger than you, you created them..so why fear?

This post is actually inspired by a small thought I had while getting ready to take a bath 😭

So anyways back to my point, I will based this entirely on my experience just now, so boom, I was randomly thinking OF my desires wondering "hmm I already know every drop of loa info I need to know so why am I not applying?" That's when another thought of mine appeared and asked "is it because I wanna manifest a lot of things at once that I'm not applying or maybe I'm doing something wrong?" Then it was followed by "I've already affirmed before that I had all my desires/my dream life what was the issue? I know that the 3d doesn't matter, wavering doesn't slow down my manifestation, I've been WANTING my desires since forever, I've manifested things before what was so different about this?" And then that is when a very distinct voice said in my head

"Why would I be worried about not being able to have a desire that I created? How can my desire be bigger than me when I AM the one who created the desire in the first place?"

This has me sitting for a few moments rethinking EVERYTHING. That's when I began to change my perspective on this whole desiring thing entirely, if I am the creator of my reality and I created the desire in the first place and I also created the confusion AND ocercomplications around even having my desire, why am I questioning about something that I can just decide to have..BECAUSE I AM THE CREATOR OF MY REALITY. This honestly made Mr chuckle a bit. Especially because if had me thinking about people with epiphanies of loa, they aren't epiphanies at all, i already knew exactly what everything meant BUT I created all these overcomplications and rules and such that i literally forgot that I create all the time so therefore why would me creating fulfillment in having my desires be any different.

Then my mind started wandering to different methods because my mind already got the gist NOW that I literally do create the lack, the desire AND the fulfillment. But then it had me wondering how can I lack or desire something that I've already created? This is when one of Edward art's vids kicked in and I hear his voice in my head telling me:

"lack is an illusion and desire is an illusion, there is only just fulfillment and acceptance of that fulfillment"

So that's when my mind sat for a few seconds then went back to the whole methods thing and I thought about well hm..since I'm the creator of my reality what method should I do? That's when my mind began to go back again and it then says:

"Imagine someone anyone (for me this was higher self, my mom, and my lover at the moment) and they gave you a gift it had everything you could've ever desired and they told you yes it is all yours, you can have it its yours"

So though it wasn't vivid I didn't concern myself with that I just kept hearing the voice say yes it is yours yes you can have it yes you have it. Now it wasn't very long but it definitely made me wonder, a lot of times many of us don't "want to manifest" simply because they feel they don't deserve the things they want. In my case I knew I voild have the things I wanted and even in a way deserved it but my issue was that it was so much I wanted I didn't want to be judged for making my life the way I wanted it to be. This is when another thought comes up and says

"How could I be scared of something I created?"

This really had me thinking especially with times I've doubted and second guessed etc not only was I choosing the opposite of what I created but I was saying no to something I created that I constantly searched to get a yes to, it didnt matter what anyone else answer was the only yes I ever really needed was my own because it was my own creation.

This is all I have right now but I just thought this thought was really funny to me

Hey angels! I’m still on break but I wanted to show you guys how powerful the law is, and how it’s in effect with everything even when we don’t notice!

Here’s everything I’ve manifested in this year alone !

🌸70,000$ in school scholarships. My tuition does not even cost that much so most of it will be coming back to my credit card shortly

🌸an older sister. I’m the oldest child in my household, and as any older sibling knows it’s so hard. You have to lead, yet have no one to look up to for advice yourself. Anyways my dad got in touch with his old wife, and my mom who was once reluctant to let my half siblings in my life, now encouraged it! My older half sister is literally just like me. We now FaceTime, she defends me when I’m scared, she buys me stuff all the time because she has hella money, and I go to her apartment for sleep overs. I am very lucky and happy to finally have the older sister I’ve always wanted.

🌸an old friendship! I remember in 2020 I was friends with this girl and we were both super depressed, had similar circumstances, and were into manifesting+astrology. I’m sure she’s one my twin flame, and the friendship ended over the dumbest thing ever. Anyways for a year I used dumb methods like the 333 method, sp methods to get her to text me, stuff like that. I ended up giving up but earlier this year I was thinking about her, yanno just wondering where she is. She sent me a heart felt apology the next day. I manifested her without even trying!

🌸All As in school without trying.

🌸losing weight the more I eat. Y’all I’m 5’5 and 112 pounds, yet I eat like an Olympic gold medalists. I don’t even eat healthy and knowing myself.. well that’s something that’s not going to change lol. Anytime I would eat a lot, I would just say the more I eat, the more I lose and the healthier I am…and I never gained a single pound. Only lost! Don’t worry I’m still healthy and my doctors say I’m in a healthy range still, so as long as that continues healthily I’m fine.

🌸my family winning the lottery through the void state. I won’t say specific numbers but it’s in the 7 figure range, and was my first void success! I’m going to keep manifesting and exploring the void to have more stuff in the future!

🌸(dumb) but clearing my name in the unique situation. i remember just affirming the truth always comes out and she got exposed a few hours later. aside from the hate from her anons, I left the situation unscathed for the most part 😮‍💨

🌸not having seasonal depression this year. I did not manifest my depression or anxiety away for personal reasons, before anyone starts! But due to the combination of manifesting and just having a better overall life, it honestly did not affect me much this year.

🌸getting results from subliminals without even listening to them. I left my subliminal era a couple of years ago, and I don’t really use them anymore. But sometimes I come across a really cool one with dope benefits, and I want to use it bc.. why not lol. But I don’t really like listening to them, so I just wrote down that I can listen to it once and after that my brain memorizes the sequence and it works it out repeatedly even when it’s not playing and I’ve definitely noticed results.

🌸manifesting my best friend’s cancer away! I already made a post about this, but this was my favorite manifestation of this year.

🌸every single one of my shifts

🌸so many free things!

🌸and so much more, but these are my favorites!

HIIII PINK!!! When I heard you were leaving I was so sad I even started crying and started to doubt myself on entering the void. I was like “how tf am I going to get into the void without pink???” I started procrastinating reading some of your post basically stalking ur page staying up til 4 in the morning (I was desperate 😭). I realized that I already read all of ur post, nd I just was surprised on how much time I wasted trying to get into the void. And I always dreamt abt putting a success story in your inbox. I already had all the knowledge i needed so what’s the point of more? I deleted tumblr and thought of anything that could help me get in the void. I did SATS while listening to my subliminal playlist, i daydreamed abt the void and my desires for fun, i affirmed for my void concept randomly throughout the day, feeling of the wish fulfilled, listened to delta waves when I was abt to sleep, and I meditated once a day for 10 mins. Meditation was optional but whateva 🤷‍♀️. I ONLY DID THAT FOR THREE FREAKING DAYS. And Im still mad at myself for wasting time procrastinating for 9 months. I was going to take a nap and I was in a drowsy state, so might as well affirm for the void right? I started saying affs like “I’m in the void”, etc etc. Once I started affirming, everything was just calm Yk? My body wanted to move but it was like it couldn’t cause the state I was in was calm asf. So I closed my eyes and just repeated the affs in my head over and over and over until I got this feeling like as if my body was floating, then I payed attention to it for a split second then ignored It after. I kept on affirming then I felt like I was being pulled then let go and it was as if I was falling. Everything got darker and quieter. So then I got scared and jumped because that scared me soo bad (I’m a easy person to scare 😔). After that, I felt like I was actually a master at the void, I took a nap again and I had the same feeling but when I felt like I fell I kept my calm. Then I couldn’t hear my fan which was louddd, I opened my eyes to total darkness, I was scared for two seconds and realized I was in the void!! Ngl I had a whole list set up with my desires and I was ready to affirm and goooo!!! But I realized how calm the void is and stayed there for what felt like 5 minutes. I did affirm I had all my desires and that I was able to wake up in the void under 5 seconds. When I woke up from the void it was 9 pm and I took a nap at 2!!! I woke up with all of my desires nd shi. (I would explain in more detail in how I got in and stuff like that but I was in a rush and didn’t want to make this too long 😀)

BUT THANK YOU SMM PINK, IM GOING TO MISS U SM. YOU HAVE BEEN A REALLY BIG HELP WITH MY VOID JOURNEY, I TRULY APPRECIATE EVERYTHING U HAVE DONE FOR THIS COMMUNITY, MAKE SURE TO ENJOY UR SELF 💗💗💖💖💖💗💕

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Hi love!!! Omgosh I'm so proud of you! This is so cute and you deserve this so much and I'm genuinely happy for you. 💗

Me, a Scorpio Moon: I’m such a sensitive bitch

Me, a Scorpio Moon: *meets ppl with Pisces Moons*

Me, a Scorpio Moon:

Me, a Scorpio Moon: Y'know what, no. I take it back, I am apparently very well put together

It's totally safe to think of the world as you want it to be.

You can think of the world as perfect, no matter what the definition of your perfect may be.

You do not need to try to make the world perfect, all you need to do is let the world be, while thinking of it as you want, and no more as you don't want.

There are no things to fix or get rid of, there is only you THINKING there is a world full of things in which things need fixing.

Think of your world as perfect, your body as perfect, don't do things to make them perfect. Do nothing at all. Just be your Self and let everything be as well.

Want nothing. Do nothing. Express your total freedom.

Your Fashion and Style Guide

Pt.1

Based on your Rising & Venus sign🫶

Aries:

Prioritizes comfort but doesn't compromise for their fashion style

Absolutely rocks streetwear & athleisure

Prefers sporty fits the most!

Looks best in red & black clothing

Their style always has some sort of edge to it

Big on grunge and vintage rockband t shirts

They love combat boots and they generally prefer flame or camo print clothes

This sounds odd but they kinda remind me of a racecar aesthetic?

Very Sharp with their fashion choices

They look great in leather jackets

A bold colour paired with a neutral for a high contrast look suit them best

They love the rockstar or baddie aesthetic

Looks ~

Taurus:

They have three modes, classy bitches, edgy e-girls & bohemian botanical.

But generally, I see classy and soft the most

Green, Brown, Beige, White, Black, Pink & Red for sensuality.

They love wearing neutrals but they often mix it up with some colour now and again

They usually have some sort of special necklace

A fan of pearls because it's classic

But diamonds are their best friends too ofc

Fuzzy & Fluffy cardigans or sweaters have their heart, especially the white and brown colours

They are into floral and flannel patterns

Their favorite colour options are brown & pink or white & pink 🕊💕

They usually dress more modest but make it look high fashion

They usually like to incorporate silk or a corset into their outfit, being ruled by venus makes them into a sensual and seductive look

Generally they favour comfortable fabrics and silk

Looks ~

Gemini:

I noticed they don't really like dark colours and generally prefer brighter neutrals or colours

They like off-the-shoulder, cold shoulder, cutout tops & cool designs on their shirts whether its long sleeve or not

They choose tops based on the arm style such as balloon sleeves or cutouts

Asymmetrical styles suit them best

Colors are white, bright pinks, and green.

Earrings & Bracelets are their favorite accessories

They like a fairy aesthetic, something that feels whimsical

Likes to switch between feminine and masculine clothing frequently

Very experimental with their clothes

Looks ~

Cancer:

Either soft and girly or moody and dark!

They prefer to keep it modest unless showing off their chest

Their choice of jewelry are pearl necklaces

The shoes they tend to favour are chunky block heels & sandals

Prefers blue, pink & white or black

Soft and flowy clothes like cardigans or kimonos

Knee high socks + sweater dresses look great

They love sweetheart necklines

Into crop tops! Usually silk crops

They like to pair tight clothes with a flowy jacket! Especially if it has a pop of colour

Overall style changes depending on how they're feeling that day

Looks ~

Leo:

Everytime I looked up a Leo rising celebrity that were ALWAYS wearing sunglasses

A fan of sunhats too!

Anything bright & metallic suit them perfectly

They look lavish in silky and shiny materials

They tend to wear fur coats

They like long and sturdy coats in general!

Usually they own big statement jewelry

Everything looks shiny tbh especially their hair.

Sparkly clothes & sequins are their weakness

They could rock sundresses

They look great in animal print, specifically cheetah or leopard.

Bold fashion is their go-to

Even if they wear neutral colours they make sure the texture stands out

Jumpsuits were really popular among them! I think they like to look playful but glamorous at the same time

They will not leave the house unless they look ready for a fashion show lol

Their motive is to standout and turn heads.

Looks ~

Virgo:

Less is more for them

They like simple t-shirts with cute mottos like "be kind" or some shit that HAS to be written in small font or they won't wear it LOL

A Preppy Style & Sweater Vests are their thing

So is gingham print

They rock high-fashion looks

Fake glasses are a cute trend they look good in

A big fan of trench coats and cardigans

They prefer a business casual look

They prefer earthy tones & greens.

They are all about the simplicity in versatility! For instance they usually like black jeans and a white top but the top can be a tube top or a halter top based on what they want that day

They LOVE BLAZERS

Very picky about fashion, I find super bright colors often turn them away

Quality > Quantity for them

A lot of them look great in crop tops, or waist accentuating clothing like kim k is known for

Watches are usually a staple item they prefer

Looks ~

“But what Stefan saw then was like a blow to his stomach. Katherine was smiling – the little secret smile that she had often shared with him. But she was not looking at him. She was looking at Damon.”

— Stefan Salvatore, The Awakening, Chapter 03, p.026

Hey over here! Hi, so I watched this Bill Nye video the other day and he said that if astrology was correct then the sun will rise in our zodiac sign on our birthday. He said that we are basing our sun signs on some ancient Aztec belief and that time has changed. If we watch the sun rise on our birthday today it would show up in the next zodiac sign. It really got me questioning my zodiac sign and astrology in general. Should we modernize the birth charts? Was this all wrong or is this all fake?

I’m coming off vacay to answer this question because this topic (not you just this specific topic frequently brought by scientists in an attempt to discredit astrology) irks me so much. I love Bill Nye and I love science. But astrology is not science. Astrology is an occult art. You can believe in it or not believe it. That’s your choice. But trying to disprove it based on scientific rules is pointless because astrology is actually beyond that.  It’s ancient, esoteric, and probably infinite.  First of all, scientists have been doing this a long time. Since astronomy split from astrology scientists have been making this argument.  But it is nothing new, it is not a new discovery. Every time there is a surge in popularity of astrology a scientist is around to say “hey dumb astrology fans there are actually 13 signs and you’re not really the sign you think you are. So that means astrology is fake”  

Astrologers are completely aware of this and it doesn’t matter because that’s not what astrology is. PTOLEMY KNEW ABOUT THIS. Also the Aztecs had a completely different astrology than the western zodiac. (I actually really love Aztec astrology and was considering integrating it into this blog when I really have the time.)  They have their own zodiac with a completely separate lineage though the ancient origins are most likely connected to modern astrology but that is a different story. Sidereal astrology is in line with the modern placement of the fixed constellations (though still only uses 12 signs and does not include Ophiuchus). Most people will have a different sign in Vedic astrology due to the issue of the fixed constellations. A Modern western school of astrology “13 signs Astrology” also attempts to rectify this perceived mistake of astrology. But Astrologers have ALWAYS KNOWN ABOUT THIS.  

Astrological interpretations are not actually based on the constellations whose placements are in fact perpetually and slowly shifting due to the earth’s “wobble” on its axis. Astrological interpretations are based on the ecliptic which is a permanent and basically an imaginary unchanging line encircling the earth.  Arguably at the time of the crystallization of our modern astrology the constellations did occupy those places in the ecliptic.  But they weren’t always there and didn’t stay there. Astrology existed before that and will continue long after but the esoteric truths will continue to exists.  

This is why I feel it is important to take Astrological studies very seriously. I encourage anyone genuinely interested to really study some books go to some workshops.  You don’t have to believe in it! If it doesn’t work for you don’t force it. It might not be for you and that is okay. I personally feel that astrology is more than just a way to indulge in narcissism and relationship compatibility. It is an ancient tool to understand the very nature of reality and the workings of the universe. But it exists in the realm of religion, philosophy, and magic and shouldn’t be validated or invalidated by the rules of modern science.  They are separate things.  

http://www.astro.com/astrology/in_ophiuchus_e.htm

http://astrology.about.com/od/foundations/a/ecliptic.htm

𝐾𝑜𝑘𝑜𝑚𝑖 𝑡𝑒𝑟𝑢𝑎𝑠ℎ𝑖 𝑖𝑠 𝑎𝑛 𝑖𝑐𝑜𝑛：

As one of my pretty followers said “Why tho?”

Self concept. Her self concept was on fucking point. She would walk down the street believing she was the prettiest girl alive and yes ma’am, everyone believed her. She believed everyone wanted to both be her and be with her, and the 3D reflected that by showing her every man to be at her feet. They all wanted to date her.

You might be asking “ahem what about saiki?”

And yes you are right on that one. She had dominant thoughts about how saiki was ignoring her and wouldn’t notice her, which then manifested.

Although i will argue that was a queen at flipping those negative thoughts into a positive. She turned “omg saiki just walked straight past me” into “he thought i was beautiful i was some kind of hologram” lmaoo.

Where did she go wrong with saiki?

Eventually she kinda gave in to the dominant thoughts and lost her ability to flip those thoughts into positive. Which obviously didn’t help her manifestation of him.

What she should of done is keep persisting in the fact he does love her and want nothing but to be with her as we all persistence is key when coming into contact with doubts and limiting beliefs.

So how is she a loa icon if she didn’t get her sp?

UM she got the whole world apart from one little stubborn leo man to fall in love with her and believe she’s the prettiest and most perfect girl that has ever seen. You can’t deny her power. She has a little work to do, yes. But that doesn’t make her any less of a powerful god.

Take this into consideration

Just because you haven’t manifested that one little thing you wanted, although you have manifested loads of other stuff, it doesn’t make you powerless. It doesn’t dethrone you of your god title. You’re a still a god if you have only just started learning how to manifest consciously. You are still a god if you are still ‘waiting’ for your manifestations to come thru. Don’t doubt your power on how fast you can manifest. It’s not a competition. Your desires are coming. Your desires are already here. Accept them and claim them.

So.... reality isn't real

Imagination is real

Reality is already powered by imagination

And imagination is the core of reality

So basically I created all this with my imagination and reality always changes depending on my thoughts cause my thoughts change my imagination too and change my assumptions so basically my reality changes and finally

My face isn't real - that's why it can change with my thoughts

My body isn't real - that's why it can change with my thoughts

These people in my reality (which isn't real) aren't real - that's why they always change with my thoughts

Everyone isn't real - that's why they always change with my thoughts

What they think about me isn't real - that's why it always changes with my thoughts

When they talk about isn't real - that's why it always changes with my thoughts

They are changeable and it all depends on me my thoughts my imagination ME AND ONLY ME

which is basically self!

Self is the only real thing in my reality

self = void state = awareness = pure consciousness = god (which is me)

Pretty simple

So.... basically entering/waking up in my void state is the only real thing in here since everything else is not real then entering/waking up in my void state must be just normal it's just me I am already within myself but I am aware of this physical reality at the same time I am consciousness so I am aware of being pure consciousness that's why entering/waking up in my void state is easiest thing for me cause I am aware of my SELF and me being PURE CONSCIOUSNESS so yeah that's literally it - just be - just enter - just wake up there - just be aware of already having what you want

Life is a literal fuckin dream so manifest whatever you want fr idek what the hell are you waiting for

Work on your self-concept - if you can't or don't know how I got you you can message me and buy the self-concept tape currently discounted btw

Stop surviving - LIVE FOR A MOMENT for yourself