Satisfied ?

Lügen Labyrinth

Sommer sonne sonnenschein

Ich bin so verwirrt das kanns nicht sein

Ich will ans gute der welt glauben und meinem

instinkt vertrauen

Doch wie soll ich es durchschauen?

Bei So viel hass und von liebe kein hauch.

Aber wer sucht sich das schon aus

Es ist wie das Labyrinth und die maus

Du kommst aus dem ganzen nicht raus

Es scheint so als gäbe es einen weg

Und es kommt nur raus, wer den richtigen geht

Doch es gibt kein ende, keine lösung

Halt dich fest, schnall dich an, check die

sicherung

Denn das was ich dir jetzt sag bringt vielleicht

Verzweiflung

Die welt ist nicht fair

Ich weiss das ärgert sich sehr

Aber sie ist nicht korrekt

Und sie hilft dir nicht wenn du in der scheisse

steckst

Es gibt keine garantie

Und die liebe findest du villeicht nie

Aber sei dir eines gewiss

Es ist der glaube und der richtige biss

Der dich trägt durch all das leid

Und durch all die negative zeit.

Du fragst was ich damit mein ?

Ganz einfach, du sollst sein

Du selbst sein

Und fällst du in einen graben hinein

Dann buddel dich nicht noch weiter rein

Strebe nach dem besten in dir

Denn glaub mir…

Du bist das beste an dir.

-B.I

Enough?

Can you miss something you never had

Or is it just the feeling, that makes you sad

Every time you think about

the great moments you’ve left out.

You’re saying you were too scared

And not prepared

You had Too much doubt

And Too much to care about

But that shit holds you back

And leaves u with a ship wrack

So she packed her backpack

And started trying new things

Hoping its the feeling of joy, it bings.

Step by step getting closer

But one step further and it shows her

Again the face of the clown

Making her drown

showing it all was a joke

And had nothing to do with hope

Its like the creepy box

Its not the friendly music that shocks

Its the red big smile jumping in her face

Showing her all the disgrace and the hate

Thinking its her fate

To be always late

And get the last piece from the plate

Just the feeling of not getting enough

that made her so tough.

-B.I

hii , literally thank you so much for supporting me since the start and liking my posts and commenting , I truly appreciate it and it means a lot❤, hope you really have an amazing day!! You made my day 💕

Hiii sweetheart !!!! You are very very welcome. I just treat people the way i would like to be treated so please continue beeing so sweet and creating such beautiful art ! I love your work 🥰 and i hope you have a beautiful day too 🫶🤍 the greatest gift you can give me is your happiness ☺️🤍🤍🤍

Schmerz ?

Wieso ist Schmerz so gemein?

Sollte es nicht nur eine Lehre sein,

um seine hand nicht mehr auf die herdplatte zu legen,

oder um die Hand zu schützen beim Sägen.

Ich weiß es nicht, ich versteh es nicht,

wie der Schmerz uns täglich in zwei Teile zerbricht.

Also möcht ich etwas machen, damit die Leute mehr lachen!

Doch das schaff nicht nur ich, dafür brauch ich auch dich.

Um gegen den Schmerz zu gewinnen, must du viel Mut mitbringen.

-B.I

Omg! Just recently saw your blog and totally love it! Übrigens wünsche ich dir einen schönen Tag!

Omg i swear i could cry becaus y‘all supporting me so crazy. I loooove you so freaking much and thank god i‘m blessed with such cute people ! 🙏 all i wanted is that people read my poems and feel attached. Thank u for making this possible 😍🙏❤️🫶 und ich wünsche dir auch einen wunderschönen Tag 🥰

“They tried to put me on the cover of Vogue,

but my pain was tooooooo strong”

Everyday is painday,

Monday Tuesday Wednesday,

despression and pain,

my tolerance level is insane

but after 4 years

I still don’t Know how to control my tears.

Trying to stay strong

but that doesn’t last long,

That’s no surprise

With a pain in this size.

Pills, Doctors and therapies

are my worst enemies,

they all do the same shit

that not even helps me a bit.

So I accept it every day,

that the pain will never go away.

-B.I

Hard feelings.

Now I’m in his bed

This moment fulfilling every dream I ever had

Cuddles, kisses and he treats me like a Mrs.

But there is no satisfaction in it

There has to be a problem with me at least a bit,

cause I thought we were the perfect fit.

Now my thoughts keep running crazy

Just like Donald Loves Daisy

and I dancing with Swazy

while smoking the blunt Bob said is hazy.

This makes no sense ?

Oh didn’t knew that, thanks.

I know I should enjoy

Not all men treat woman like a toy

But it’s so hard to believe

Because of all the pain I received.

-B.I

I love it ! 🤍

the hardest quest of the day

is the journey to my bed.

the place where all my thoughts

go racing in my head.

.

lavender tea, a hint of honey,

my nightly calm routine.

bittersweet potion to aid the fight

with the demons that I keep.

.

climb in cold sheets, pen in hand

my notebook in my lap.

these words are my sword and shield.

attack, attack, attack.

-Ink Knight-

BL 2022

Your form is turned, to see what comes,

In a far-off looking place,

And I wonder if, by mysterious aum

We'll ever see your sweet & intelligent face?

I enjoy reading your quotes very much

Its my heart u r about to touch

And thanks for asking so nice

But everything has its price.

And i wish i could show my face

But there are people who put it in disgrace

They cant keep their bad actions on a lace

Its an experience i already had to make

There was a man who was nice but fake

Thats why i want to stay anonymous

So just my poems are contagious.

-B.I

🤍🤍🤍

Thank you so much for liking my posts, I really appreciate that🥰💕& thanks for your reply too.. though it was hard to digest it first😅, but i think I really needed that. To love ourselves is something I’ve only read about till now😅but it’s just always confusing.. i mean i do all that self care n all of my own stuff🤔🤷‍♀️😕… but yeah, I do admit I don’t really have that mentality😅.. ‘To actually love myself the way I expect someone else would’ is something I need to look into. Like I really think you were right with that! I do think whenever/if i will be in a relationship, i do have a huge tendency to turn into someone clingy (if not by actions then thoughts🤔)..

Also yes😁, I went through your poems and read each of them😍they’re really well-written & relatable. I’m not much of a poet or a writer myself😅, but i can say.. I really enjoyed reading yours🙌😁n they do get the msg through!✨

Hey i just wanted to say that i am so touched by your message ! I am so happy i touched you with my words and that you understood that i meant it ally by heart and for your happiness. I hope you have started working on loving yourself more because you deserve to be loved !!!!! ❤️❤️

And thank you for all your kind and nice kompliments to my poems, its such a blessing when my work gets appreciated 🥰🙏🫶❤️

Keep on beeing such a beautiful person beeing and always protect but not prison your heart ❤️❤️❤️ (learned that from a beautiful person)