Islands

i can feel something, clawing its way out of the dark and into me

Finally figured out how to use touchdesigner heh

@motherrcain ♡

Sorry to break it to you but you literally have to face your fears and slaughter them. Otherwise you will live a small life that you do not want. You literally have to view your biggest fears and attack them head on. You have to fall into the abyss to find your way out. The easy path does not exist. There is no get out of jail free card. You have to allow yourself to die a spiritual death over and over again in order to reinvent yourself into the person you are actually supposed to be. And you have to be painfully honest with yourself and the people around you. It’s horrible but it’s truly the only way.

i can’t unclench my jaw

through the pain, the agony

he would peel off my clothes

kissing every inch of my bare skin

biting the flesh, tenderising me

positioning himself on top

synchronicity, synergy

two bodies bathed and dancing in moonlight

the substance of his lust in words, he likes to whisper things

i am special

and presently, we are one

i feel a sudden surge of energy, it rushes up through my spine and into my skull

drawing my teeth to his neck

i desire quite violently

in my head i picture myself biting as hard as

i could

drowned in his ichor - we resume, despite the mess

his blood would cleanse me

like ocean water purified under the moon

tasting him worsened my ustulation

- otterley

House #3, Photo by Francesca Woodman, 1976

By Laura Makabresku

Catching up (rapture).

Matt 24:21 [WEB] for then there will be great tribulation [or, oppression], such as has not been from the beginning of the world until now, no, nor ever will be.

Matt 24:29-31 [WEB] But immediately after the tribulation [or, oppression] of those days, the sun will be darkened, the moon will not give its light, the stars will fall from the sky, and the powers of the heavens will be shaken; and then the sign of the Son of Man will appear in the sky. Then all the tribes of the earth will mourn, and they will see the Son of Man coming on the clouds of the sky with power and great glory. He will send out his angels with a great sound of a trumpet, and they will gather together his chosen ones from the four winds, from one end of the sky to the other.

1Thess 4:16, 17 [WEB] For the Lord himself will descend from heaven with a shout, with the voice of the archangel and with God’s trumpet. The dead in Christ will rise first, then we who are alive, who are left, will be caught up together with them in the clouds, to meet the Lord in the air. So we will be with the Lord forever.

1Cor 15:51-53 [WEB] Behold, I tell you a mystery. We will not all sleep, but we will all be changed, in a moment, in the twinkling of an eye, at the last trumpet. For the trumpet will sound and the dead will be raised incorruptible, and we will be changed. For this perishable body must become imperishable, and this mortal must put on immortality.

Rev 3:8, 10 [WEB] “I know your works (behold, I have set before you an open door, which no one can shut), that you have a little power, and kept my word, and didn’t deny my name… Because you kept my command to endure, I also will keep you from the hour of testing which is to come on the whole world, to test those who dwell on the earth.

my vibe for the summer