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she’s like an alternate universe jerma985
🥀It’s happening everywhere.🥀
Version without it looking like tv static (???) anyways, I have not been feeling well but listening to Mother Cain’s music has honestly made me feel better and brought such comfort to me. I needed that comfort recently, and I thank her for it.
[ @mothercain 🌹]
do you guys ever get the urge to swerve into oncoming traffic XD

i’ll never be good enough in my mind
i’m back bitches
i don’t need you to fix everything, i just need to know you’ll be there for me.
me when i’m my mothers daughter
me when i’m my fathers daughter…
currently missing summer
you can’t save everyone. you can’t fix them.
even happiness exhausts me, i need a cigarette and to die
rotting away from the inside out
drove to portland and back in 2 days
i sink my teeth in, every bite i take i crave more of you
my new therapy, hello tumblr
Real.
marriage is scary, what if i don’t end up marrying my celebrity crush who’s 30 years older than me??
My coworker is losing his mind bro what is this
when ethel cain said “i tried to be good am i no good am i no good am i no good” which started with her self-loathing after being abused by her father and neil perry said “i was good. i was really good” and then he killed himself because he knew that he would never be good enough for his father
「 ✦ Welcome to the waters! Let me get everything together… ✦ 」
「 ✦ … Perfect! Please enjoy your stay! ✦ 」
this blog will be a sanctuary to be unabashedly silly and enjoy the beauty of the internet’s vast connectivity. wasting time chastising “cringe” behavior or arguing over petty discourse isn’t something fishpeanits tolerates. the internet has become a cesspool of hate, and fishpeanits will not let that infection spread to this blog.
* . + What things does fishpeanits like?
› ACTIVE INTERESTS: FORTNITEEEEE, Stardew Valley, Baldur’s Gate 3, Super Mario Sunshine, Super Princess Peach, Super Mario Galaxy I & II, Bungo Stray Dogs, My Little Pony, Jujutsu Kaisen, Preacher’s Daughter / Ethel Cain, the MILGRAM Project, Fortnite, Ichthyology,
› INACTIVE YET SPECIAL: Tomodachi Life, Soulsborne (Dark Souls, Elden Ring, Bloodborne, Sekiro), Splatoon (I, II,III), Apex Legends, Boku no Hero Academia, Five Nights at Freddy’s, Ruby Gloom, Genshin Impact, Soul Eater, Earthbound, Fran Bow, Sally Face, OMORI, Ensemble!! Stars, Project Sekai, Banjo Kazooie, Botany, Kingdom Hearts, Sonic the Hedgehog,
fishpeanits can be quite forgetful. this list is subject to change. - . *
* . + What kind of content will fishpeanits post?
› #.fshits will be a collection of miscellaneous textposts and such that have no real category!
› #.fshart will be the tag used on any and all art!
› #.fshfic will be used for literary pieces! this will probably be fanfiction in most cases.
› … a special fourth item will be posted here! how invigorating!
do you trust the strangers you glimpse through a screen? fishpeanits wouldn’t. - . *
* . + What kind of people should NOT expect to be welcomed here?
「 ✦ Some of these things should be common sense, really, but they will be listed regardless. Blocking people is a blessing! ✦ 」
› PEDOPHILES { This INCLUDES: DDLG, DDLB, MDLB, MDLG, MAPs, Proshippers, etc. } and any defenders of lolicon/shotacon/pedophilia in media.
› RAPISTS and any defenders of: “Consensual-Nonconsensual”, rape “jokes”, or victim blaming. Anyone who forgives rapists.
› ZOOPHILES and any defenders of zoophilic behavior.
› Anyone who villainizes mental illness or, conversely, romanticizes/idolizes it.
› Supporters of the United States government, the Israel government, etc.
› People who focus their “activism” on petty discourse (pronouns, slurs, etc.) OR use “activism” as a means for social media fame/profit
› NFT community
› … More to come as items are remembered.
to bring it to a close, a final note . . . remember to be skeptical. do research. being well-informed is crucial in the modern world. - . *
✷MOTOTHEY
- This is my new oc Fern!
- They're non-binary and have a mysterious scar on their eye...
famous last words (an ode to eaters)
Directed by Hayden Anhëdonia and Silken Weinberg
It's very inconvenient but... I'm leaving the Ethel Cain fandom. And here's why.
As an adult, she drew CSAM with, as it seems to me, derogatory overtones like "The priests like to keep him chained up". WHAT. THE. FUCK? And it's not even chibi-like character. And if you say that "in that time everyone drew it", you know, it doesn't matter, because it was actually her choice to draw, not some kind of peer pressure or something like that.
It's disgusting. And there is no excuse for that. Even after I found out about the meaning of the song Punish, I already had some doubts.
And you can say, "It's Ethel. She's so hardcore horrorcore" and so on. Or "she was traumatized!". What happened to you in the past shouldn't justify things that you do in future.
And the saddest thing is that I like her music (especially Preacher's Daughter album). But her actions, even in the past, but at a conscious age, pushes me away from her and makes me no longer support her