sun bleached flies - ethel cain
Thinking about the fact that both Cosette and Eponine are perfect portrayals of female adolescence, both shown in two different yet incredibly accurate ways, but despite that they both are referred to and treated like woman
I think there was even a line about Eponine how she was the type who just mostly skipped the stage of being a child
And I know a part of it is because the term "adolescent" wasn't there yet or barely just had been invented and societal norms were different but still
Two girls being so deeply just girls, just typical teen girls and yet viewed as women, the implications of their characters- AND THE FACT THAT JEAN VALJEAN IS THE ONLY ONE WHO SEES AND TREATS COSETTE AS A KID/TEEN???
And don't even get me on the parallels they are to each other's
GODDAMN I was not prepared to get so emotional over them when starting the brick
they need to invent a running away & never coming back that doesn’t affect your life
when i was sixteen and insane for my shakespeare class final i had to do the “alas poor yorick” monologue at a competition and while i was doing it i had this insane thought of like. i’ve never been and never will be closer to experiencing hamlet’s mental state than i am right now. like of course all that stuff didn’t happen to me but when you’re 16-19 you kind of feel like all that stuff is happening, all the time, constantly
YOU BIT INTO ME AND I WASN'T AS SOFT AS YOU EXPECTED; ON PERVERTED LOVE.
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