Oh, I Have To Pass My Exams And Decide What To Do With My Life You Say?No, I Would Rather Daydream That

First you think you’re bright, spunky Lizzie Bennet waiting for your dark, brooding, sexy Mr Darcy.

Then you realize you’re insecure socially awkward disaster Mr Darcy waiting for the person who calls you out on your bullshit, sets healthy boundaries with you, and corrects their behavior when they realize they’ve treated you unfairly. In 2019, may you all find your Lizzie Bennet. 

Did I come from the future and post this so I wouldn't do the same damn mistakes?

Things that I don’t tolerate anymore

•always having to send the first text

•letting people insult me

•doing whatever someone asks, no matter how much it affects me

•tearing myself into pieces to please others

•acting as a therapist all the time and never being able to share my emotions

Rewatching the first season of Friends

God damn it they were all hot

I really think that Will is either asexual or gay

You’re destroying everything, and for what? So you can swap spit with some stupid girl?

No I don’t take criticism

This is me during 89% of the school year which is so sad and terrifying but at the same time I made it into an aesthetic so here's that

fuck dark academia

give me i’m fucking trying academia

- walking in to class 15 minutes late in a hoodie and sleep filled eyes but at least you’re there

- half a page of notes sprinkled with teardrops because your brain cannot function no matter how hard you try

- the little smile teacher’s give you when the notice you made it to class !

- high fiving your friends as you tell them you actually went to all your classes this week

- turning in an assignment a week late but feeling proud because at least this one got turned in!

- waking up an hour after you were supposed to be in and laying in bed staring at the ceiling for an hour 

- making yourself get out of bed anyways, getting something to eat and some tea before emailing you teacher and figuring out what you missed.

- endless to do lists of everything you need to make up

- scrolling through the studyblr tag for hours in an attempt to motivate yourself

- laying face down on the floor when the pile of assignments gets too overwhelming 

- shutting your laptop/books and crawling into a friends arms because it’s okay to take a break, it’s okay to get comfort

- the fireworks you feel inside when you see you managed to bring your grade up and pass despite everything

- you may not have gotten the highest score or turned in your best work

- but you are trying 

- and that’s all that matters.

Mr. Collins : Marry me, Elizabeth!

Elizabeth : Dude no-

Mr. Collins : I will wait for your answer

Elizabeth : My answer is-

Mr. Collins : It is not uncommon for women to reject the man because they want them to try harder next time

Elizabeth : I LITERALLY JUST SAID NO-

Mr. Collins : I will ask you again later

Elizabeth : You don't need to I just said no (and call me a delicate female again I will bitch slap your whiny ass)

Mr. Collins : Oh, you're so charming I know your parents will accept

Elizabeth : *flips the table*

I've breathed in just a tiny bit of spring air and I'm ready to become much much gayer

The gay thaw is afoot

Do you ever wake up in the middle of the night and think to yourself: Jk Rowling really fucked up in the fourth book with the whole S. P. E. W. thing didn't she?

Like what did she even mean? It seams that all the characters in the book find Hermione's activism annoying and unnecessary,and we're never given another take on it, so we're supposed to think that it is in fact "sjw bullshit" and something to laugh at. And the argument all those characters use against what she stands for is that elves are supposed to be slaves and that they are actually happy to serve wizards, which sounds soooo sick, and nobody actually gives an argument against that?

And I know this part of the book can be served as a satire of the society's attitude towards activism but what it turns out to be in the end is mockery of said activism. The way the author decided to portray it is soo shallow and mean, like when Hermione "forced" elves to be free and made this fuss about her SPEW club...

Like hey JK, wtf did you want to say exactly??

If it was possible to make love to a paragraph, this would be the one

why do all the words sound heavier in my native language? scratch that. why did I choose to seek refuge in a language of another instead of training my tongue to bear the heaviness of my own?