Beep-ing - Beep!

i go from "i didn't deserve the things that happened to me" to "there is no suffering that I do not deserve" in like 3 seconds

I hate people I hope she suffers why would she even try and talk to me???? I hate her Ibhate herbiHateherihayeherihateged

ok I think my moms opinions should burn in a comically large electrical fire

i go from "i didn't deserve the things that happened to me" to "there is no suffering that I do not deserve" in like 3 seconds

Love you guys goodnight

tw: idk violence again???

genuinely I need to be hurt so I can learn a lesson again, it’s clear that’s the only way I learned, I mean I couldn’t sit for days my lower back stung, it was frightening and I deserved it, every single yell and every single tug on my arm to drag my unwilling body to the porch, I deserved it all and I still do

it’s official I deleted this ugly mf off my procreate time to restart and triple my headache

y’all like this???

it’s not finished but I think I’m gonna restart because I hate it

Also curse tumblr and it’s horrible image quality

just realized eleven year old me sounded like they were straight up flirting with that social worker

Exhausted and headache and knee pain

I did (ow)

Tw: sh

relapsed last night and WOWIE FEELS GREAT

haven’t had an outlet in a while

cut over some really bad scars and they BLEED