Ya You Did It Sucks That I Couldn't Grieve Over It...

I wanna go home and fall asleep knowing i wouldn't have to wake up the next morning or the next or ever.

I think it's getting worse and no one knows that.

If i could take all ur pain away i would, all i ever want is to save u from everything that is hurting u.

I wish it was.,

How can we be allowed to feel so much for people who don't feel anything for us?

I wish i could sleep and not wake up again in a world i barely exist.

In a place where there is nothing to feel like home

I would rather sleep forever than live like i have never slept

Would u like to run away..?

Someone sang your name today and a stranger saw me crumble. Haul my broken heart and shell away, begging: "bury me beside you".

The devil popped around today, selling promises and potions that could take a memory away; help forget I'd ever met you.

Tell me, can't you please kindly take away the misery? Give me a baker's dozen please. Wrap me up to go away.

But I want you. I need to. Forget you, don't want to, but I need to let you go.

The devil bent my ear today, about his magical elixir that would make the sorrow go away; help me forget I'd ever met you.

Give me a baker's dozen please. Wrap me up to go away.

I want you. I need to. Forget you, don't want to, but I need to let you go.

The thought of losing contact with u is terrifying.

How do u beg someone to stay in your life, you can't just need to deal with the loss somehow.

Is it going to end like last time, seems like it aaha it hurts.