In A Place Where There Is Nothing To Feel Like Home

Ya you did it sucks that i couldn't grieve over it...

How do I tell u that i love u beyond your imagination, it just scares me that u will leave me too.

I am living it too...

The thought of losing contact with u is terrifying.

Is it going to end like last time, seems like it aaha it hurts.

Ah this feeling in my chest drowns me i feel like i am getting swallowed by my own self.

People leave, people fall for someone else, people find someone better and u are left behind always.

I wanted to disappear i wanted to be gone without any trace.

I wanna go home and fall asleep knowing i wouldn't have to wake up the next morning or the next or ever.

As time goes by the more i lose control over myself the less i feel.

I wish i could sleep and not wake up again in a world i barely exist.

I think it's getting worse and no one knows that.