As Time Goes By The More I Lose Control Over Myself The Less I Feel.

It hurts but i am used to it.

Ah this feeling in my chest drowns me i feel like i am getting swallowed by my own self.

In a place where there is nothing to feel like home

I would rather sleep forever than live like i have never slept

Is it going to end like last time, seems like it aaha it hurts.

I wish it was.,

How can we be allowed to feel so much for people who don't feel anything for us?

I wanna go home and fall asleep knowing i wouldn't have to wake up the next morning or the next or ever.

Ya you did it sucks that i couldn't grieve over it...

How do I tell u that i love u beyond your imagination, it just scares me that u will leave me too.

People leave, people fall for someone else, people find someone better and u are left behind always.

The thought of losing contact with u is terrifying.

If i could take all ur pain away i would, all i ever want is to save u from everything that is hurting u.