its strange that as college has gone on i have become more and more introverted. i used to be so open and friendly, i do not feel like i have the energy for that anymore. maybe im just a product of my environment now since so much crazy shit has happened, and maybe i default to keeping to myself and those i know/like because it feels safe. either way i am curled up in bed with a book at 10pm on a saturday night. it feels right.
in an upset and hateful mood
i told her i didnt want anything serious and she said she wanted something serious so were good im out
i asked her if she wants to hang out again but i kinda want her to say no… i could have just not texted her. whatever.
since when did obscure information become presented as creepy? its such a small thing to complain about but idc it pisses me off. nothing about the Mario Kart Wii iceberg needs to be scary, there is no need to put creepy music over it. I started watching a Down the Rabbit Hole video about EVE Online, EVE fucking Online, why does the narrator feel the need to talk about it like its a creepy pasta, its fucking video game.
ANTH 625 and 640
its crazy to realize that 80% of my mood is determined by the weather. the most terrible soul crushing stuff can happen in the winter and i am torn apart. but when it happens in the summer and its 75-85 and sunny out im like whatever its too nice out to be sad ^_^
terrible dream triple feature in one night. chipped my tooth, a strange sex dream and then the worst, my headphones broke!!! all of them felt so visceral too. like damn i cant even find peace when im sleeping.
i have heard enough STEM entitlement for one day
yea :/
What is tumblr trying to tell me