never mind now its just miserable and depressing. it needs to be summer
today was a rare day. i had fun in the winter because of the weather. seeing a forest covered in snow is something that has only happened to me a few times before, i got to walk on ice too which i have only done once before. the edges and more curved parts of the reservoir turned into little magical groves. the silence is also really nice. maybe this winter will be peaceful and kind. also interesting- the closer i got back towards people, buildings, cars etc it got noticeably warmer, but standing in the middle of a frozen lake is COLD! my mind went to how the brothers of the nights watch must feel going beyond the wall. i think if i got over hating the cold i would totally be ok in the nights watch.
what the hell are animals going to use parking lots for when we go extinct?
she is lovely but im asking myself if i care once again. i really really dont want to be in a relationship when i study abroad this summer XD
not that i ever want one regardless of studying abroad
i miss my dog so much. shes gone now and theres obviously nothing i can do about that but o my god. my mom likes to say the dog helped raise my brother and i. she was so little when we got here. i was 9, and she died this summer. she had been a part of my life for more than half my time on earth. and now shes gone and its not fucking fair. i have accepted that she is gone but its so hard to think about her being in pain, no animal deserves that. she died peacefully though, and thats all i can ask for.
nose picking olympics when?
i havent cried in a while i should try crying, could be #fun
idk what i would cry about… failing climbs? the passato prossimo? whats happening in the book im reading? i guess should count my blessings that there is nothing crazy happening to me to cry about. that being said im REALLY good at romanticizing my own sadness… until it becomes debilitating
girls like my long and pretentious name, not my charming wit and character
“Maybe in between forever and nothing, there's a place for us.”
“we should do something next weekend! :)”
yes we should! we should also delete the pictures of your ugly ex boyfriend off your instagram!