i havent cried in a while i should try crying, could be #fun
idk what i would cry about… failing climbs? the passato prossimo? whats happening in the book im reading? i guess should count my blessings that there is nothing crazy happening to me to cry about. that being said im REALLY good at romanticizing my own sadness… until it becomes debilitating
get out of my major why are in my class? get out of my major why are in my class? get out of my major why are in my class? get out of my major why are in my class? get out of my major why are in my class? get out of my major why are in my class? get out of my major why are in my class? get out of my major why are in my class? get out of my major why are in my class?
Art by Jean Michel Coriou.
sometimes i get really upset and then i remember… im the best
last night was a smuggling run around the west indies
feeling terrified of emotional intimacy rn
i had a dream i had to go past a group of children of the forest and i wasnt able to safely. but this girl i had a huge crush on freshman year could talk to them and let us pass? she was their “patron saint” and they loved her. thanks girl!
sometimes i see something really funny and then i think to myself “x person i had a falling out with or y person i dislike probably likes this” and then im annoyed :/
its strange that as college has gone on i have become more and more introverted. i used to be so open and friendly, i do not feel like i have the energy for that anymore. maybe im just a product of my environment now since so much crazy shit has happened, and maybe i default to keeping to myself and those i know/like because it feels safe. either way i am curled up in bed with a book at 10pm on a saturday night. it feels right.