When I Do Work I Sometimes Listen To Dock Wood Creaking, Waves, Bug And Bird Ambience And Pretend I Am

one of my professors says that “no one comes out of childhood unharmed” and i think its important to know all the trauma you carry with you, because a lot of people do possess some. this isnt to say that you have to get along with everyone just cause you can see why they are the way they are. however, realizing, or trying to realize why people do or act in certain ways is powerful. i dont like to use the word trauma because its been beaten into the ground. but all the good and the bad you have experienced shape you who are now, and theres no running from that. i think that both positive experiences and pain make you stronger. i do not trust people who attribute themselves to one or the other. i was just thinking about this as i make a futile attempt to fall asleep, and i have nowhere else to put this XD

“instead, im typing you a message i know i will never send, rewriting old excuses, delete the kisses at the end” kind of night to a “feel the salty waves come in” sort of morning XD

on the bright side i was able to do a full split last night for the first time

~ Crab Vessel with Double Spout.

Place of origin: Colombia, Calima Region

Period: Ilama Period

Date: 1500 B.C.-A.D. 100

Medium: Ceramics

who would i be without my eye bags

nose picking olympics when?

greasy hair side parts NEED to go

girls like my long and pretentious name, not my charming wit and character

when you look so good you have to pray before you leave the house