opening tumblr in the study hall and then suddenly PORN on my phone screen
Not to be a slut or anything but can someone come lie on top of me and kiss me like you've needed to your whole life
do i want emotional intimacy or is it just a terrible and boring time of year?
i have a hard time saying in person or posting things that are about specific personal problems because it has been ruined for me. im terrified of accidentally oversharing or saying something that would make someone uncomfortable, or just thing less of me. this isnt really about tumblr though cause no one sees this :p
on the bright side i was able to do a full split last night for the first time
i have not had good sleep since tuesday
sometimes i get really upset and then i remember… im the best
Every night at like 2am I convince myself that I'm covered in bugs, my teeth are falling out, there's a lump in my boob, and my throat is sore. Could use a lesson about just going the fuck to sleep
she and i both leave each other again and again knowing full well we are very likely going to see and do things with other people. said people and experiences occupy her mind as well as mine. does this mean we are just that confident in our paths crossing once more, or that we simply dont care that much about each other? havent figured this out. maybe both.
sometimes i wish i was cat or a raccoon, they probably dont worry about this sort of thing. or maybe a toucan, i think i would make a good toucan.
Every month or so my mom tells me of a relative i have never heard of. yesterday I learned about this guy, an apparently wealthy man who divorced his wife of 25 years because he realized he was gay, who now lives in the Arizona desert. apparently he does not like wearing shoes. his glasses kinda eat tho