Sorry That The Style Changes So Suddenly From Digital To On Paper, But I Think I Find Drawing It All

I decided to draw in a bus with my finger on the phone and oh lord I cooked

The shapes, the colors, lineart, it satisfies me in some wierd way

Now back to not drawing for 5 days straight lol

i feel like ur kallamar would make a good malewife /pos

He would. He is a good creepy malewife

Doodles

Sorry for bad quality 😭😭 I couldn't send the image onto my phone to put it on tumblr so I uhh did a photo of my laptop screen 🥲

I decided to just- go here and yap again about my au and headcanons

Okay so I've come up with an idea that the bishops will represent one of the 7 deadly sins

Leshy - Sloth (It's better to avoid your role and duties after all)

Heket - Wrath (When anger is all you know, it's all you response)

Narinder - Pride (After being favored your whole life, it's hard not to be led with pride for yourself)

Kallamar - Envy (When someone steals your role, envy can fill you)

Shamura - Lust (No, not sexual way. It's a lust for power)

While the Lamb represents all the sins. (Wrath, pride, sloth, greed, lust, envy, gluttony)

AUGGH I'M SUCH A YAPPERR I WANNA YAP SO BADLY AUGGHHHH

Btw I changed Narinder's design SLIGHTLY so it will fit the style I'm aiming for 😎

I got up, said I need to draw or else I'll go nuts, and something possesed me like-

Since when can I drew like some disney art-style?? Wth

INFO ABOUT POSTING UNDER CUT

I'm trying to draw ANYTHING but I seemed to get an art-block + my health doesn't seem to be in the right place right now

I wont answer the rest of the asks for now (DESPITE THE FACT THERE IS FEW OF THEM 😭) because I just feel stuck kind of and tired

Maybe I will post some doodles, tho I'm not sure, I might also post some fun facts and maybe headcanons

I want comic/au to be continued, I just cannot continue it in this moment

THIS, AAAAAHHHHH ♥️♥️♥️ This post made me yap a lot in the comments lol

Genuine question for y'all, deep analysis of something I find funny

Main thing; Thoughts about Narilamb, small tw for mention of abuser and manipulation

Does someone of you like, have an AU where your Lamb is evil just because they want?

Like, no "Oh the bishops are my servants I shall torture them for their damage, so I'm evil for torturing them for a trauma", or even, "Oh the bishops are my followers I will take revenge, so I'm evil for taking my revenge", like, literally "I had acknowledge that they are evil and they had harmed me before, but it's not for that I'm acting evil towards them, I just do it because I want, I can, and I will always."

Like, Lamb is meant to be the representation of human choices, thus givingus the fandom to not depict him as a babygirl who can come at anytime give you a hug and make things better with it, but to actually give him serious, horrible traits that the humans find cuestionable such as being manipulative, abusive or even having an unalligned moral.

Or even so, a Narinder that is genuinely good, and feels remorse, giving him actual feelings and life?

Yet again, like, not "I'm searching redemption for The Lamb's command", not "I'm searching redemption for a bigger purpose someone had given for me", an actual "I'm redeeming myself for the actions I've commited are wrong, so I'm doing it for myself, acknowlegding that this will make me better."

I feel that the fandom gives always Narilamb an focus of "Lamb will be something like yandere they/them or she/her bastard who comes to have a crush on a tsundere idiot who actually feels the same"

But, there are many more things to do, after all, likewise said before and even by the same developers, The Lamb's name is just "The Lamb", they have no name. And, aswell, Lamb has a zero personality, during the game, you craft their identity, their love stories, their problems and even headcannons

Even so, quoting some of my moots examples, give Narinder an actual new life with new roles and nothing to be with Lamb (@saiwasneverhere), focus the opportunity to develop "what is it to be the only god?" or Narinder a whole new identity post-Purgatory (@rosmerie-starr/@rosmerie-sleeps), giving Narinder new marks and stories to tell with their Lamb too (@really-burnt-toast), etcetera etcetera.

This is what makes the lambsonas thing a concept I love a lot: I've seen from Lambs that speak japanese (Sai I'm seeing you) to Lambs that have a pentagram for eye (@bialejaja) and many other things that makes them unique.

Hope this gives y'all nightmares 👹 /jk

Ahh yes. Altar for Kallamar. I swear I'm not obsessed.

5 MINUETS LATER

Finally... DONE. AFTER SO MUCH STRUGGLE.

For a while color pallete might look like this because I SUCK AT COLORS.

Leshy Vase

He will have flowers in his crown/head

I also made myself Kallamar mug, but he isn't very visible

My autism power makes me do merch myself