Testing Realism On Fyodor As A Punishment For Killing My Pookies.

A little of time left until me being a student on duty lowkey nervous

Okay so chat, i have this girl who's really nice to be at my class, we sitting together, we talk together, we just vibe together. Ykwim. But i can't stand it, she just points out my every flaw and it just makes me tweak. "Um your makeup is cakey" "you have a pimple there" "you have dandruff???" like, I KNOW!!!! ik she might be trying to make me aware or something. However this just makes me feel so self-conscious, i cried today because of this. Like, let me feel pretty for once bro. I know i look like skinless rat. And i can't even bring myself to be mad at her because she literally comforted me today because i cried my ass off at the class, pookie even gets me stuff from cafeteria. She's a good friend but the way she points out my every flaw just makes me want to break down yk ⁉️

I think Fem!nikolai could stick to a 50s kind of makeup look— red lips, corner lashes, and a mole there.

This makeup look definitely fits a woman like her </3

(reposting my art from pint #1)

Okaaa lowkey curious moots where do y'all think i am from ⁉️⁉️ Take this as a guessing game

I'm just WORKING on himari's backstory even though i have exams getting closer *sob*

This is not good since i used my new brushes, biggest regret ever.

and yes of course i had to add my babygirl jouno in even though he appears for like 3 pages

I have a way of expressing my feelings by drawing myself as a child

Welp.. unusual coping ways exist i guess.

(reposting my art from pint #6??)

Can pinterest destroy itself again i hate that app plsplsplspls i lowkey don't want to go back 💔💔

Inner beauty— but quite literally.

TW - gore, detailed, exposed muscles, teeth, etc.

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inner beauty matters, really. ෆ⁠╹⁠ ⁠.̮⁠ ⁠╹⁠ෆ

I have a disliking towards my own culture since it was literally the reason i got shitload of abuse from my teacher when i was like seven or smth, he acted racist towards me for like four years—and towards other children in the class, too—and now i can't bring myself to love where i am from, when i see people sharing about their cultures it just makes me jealous— like, i want to do that to!! I also want to share about my culture meanwhile being proud of it. However, i just can't stand it at the same time. Don't get me wrong, i have no problem people sharing about their own cultures. The problem here is me. I hate my own culture so much, but at the same time i want to share about it and be proud at the same time. I have really confusing feelings about it.

I'll just post rest of my art tomorrow sigh i am tired af 💔💔💔 my eyes are refusing to work.