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I have a disliking towards my own culture since it was literally the reason i got shitload of abuse from my teacher when i was like seven or smth, he acted racist towards me for like four years—and towards other children in the class, too—and now i can't bring myself to love where i am from, when i see people sharing about their cultures it just makes me jealous— like, i want to do that to!! I also want to share about my culture meanwhile being proud of it. However, i just can't stand it at the same time. Don't get me wrong, i have no problem people sharing about their own cultures. The problem here is me. I hate my own culture so much, but at the same time i want to share about it and be proud at the same time. I have really confusing feelings about it.