Hello Hellooo Are You Aware Of The Long Long String Of Emails From Patrick Bateman To His Therapist Released

happy Thursday the 20th

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KILL EVERYONE .

look at my emperor dawg, rome is gonna fall

Wrote a little thing based on these tags:

'Nothing is ever mine.' - A frequent refrain.

Not the throne, not Rome, not the titles, not the jewels, not the glory, not even her love.

It had been his idea, after all, though he doesn't remember it, he was certain the idea came from him. Geta took credit for it, just like he did with most things. But it had been his, just like she should have been- or he should have been her's- no-

The sword was cool to the touch and the scent of the flower petals was sweet. It was hot, the Roman sun shining like the smile on her face when she looked at Geta; he didn't even get a smile-

A large hand clamped down on his golden cuff. Rage burned hot but quickly dissipated; the hand was too tan and worn to be Geta- Tegula, that was it-

"Caesar".

A deep voice in his ear, and suddenly his feet are stumbling as he catches his balance.

"It should be me"

This time, his own voice, and all that white hot rage and a black aching sadness fills him again and he finds himself lurching forward. The clang of the sword rings out as it slips from his grip and even Tegula's strength can't keep his free hand from swiping out, connecting with the rich fabric of his brother's robes. Yanking and pulling at the cloth, nails digging into the embroidery, he hears Geta's voice:

"Let go"

Geta is hissing in his ear and now there's another hand on him, pale and bejewelled. There's too much touch but not the right kind-

It's as if he's a spectator, watching the mirror of him, himself but something is off, not quite right- is that him? He's watching himself pulling away, straightening up and turning to Mummy- no, it can't be him, Mummy never-

"Caesar"

Tegula, again. He's back in himself, watching Geta smooth out his robes. But his own feet are kicking now, except it's no use, Tegula has him now and it's out of the room, into the airy hall and away.

He won't remember swinging the blade come morning, nor will he remember the angry tears he shed or the look of pity on Mummy's face. But he knows. He knows.

That bald bitch kinda freaky

hello hellooo are you aware of the long long string of emails from patrick bateman to his therapist released to promote american psycho (2000). because you should be! and you should read them, they are fantastic!

Hi!!!

Last song: King by Florence + The Machine

Favourite Colour: Red (it's the emo in me I'm so sorry)

Currently watching: Ripley and Hannibal. They're both really good so far!!!

Last Movie: Iron Claw. It's so good but it's like the modern day Bacchae if Dionysus was the concept of wrestling.

Sweet/Spicy/Savoury: why not all.

Relationship Status: Single + yearning 💪💪💪

Current Obsession: American Psycho (not in a sigma male way but in a Sigmund Freud would love to dissect this man way)

Last thing I googled: 'Davinci ice cream athens'-> Context is that when I was there I had this absolutely godly ice lolly (strawberry and basil) and I miss it.

Thank you @alastorvalentine for tagging me in this!!!

I spawn in:

@iamnotcrying-iamallergictolife @quartzjaguar @stardust-stains @beetarquin @marcus-junius-brutus15

I have been summoned whilst trying to write Rain smut, you have committed a grievous sin @totallynotmystuff. /j Thanks for the tag!

Uhhhh hmmm let's see... -adjusts glasses-

LAST SONG: Rats by Ghost. (I do be practicing for a drag performance)

FAVORITE COLOR: Any cool shade of green, and blue

CURRENTLY WATCHING: Does Game Grumps count? If so, then yeah that.

LAST MOVIE: A Ballad of Songbirds and Snakes didn't really enjoy it tbh :/

SWEET/SPICY/SAVORY: Love me some sweet and savory. Can't do spice unfortunately, my stomach can't handle it.

RELATIONSHIP STATUS: Single and damn happy about it

CURRENT OBSESSION: Ghost, Ghost, and uhh Ghost

LAST THING I GOOGLED: The translation of "small flower" in French.

I summon @batghouleh @codythecheshirecat @dewdrops-whammy-bar @eros-ghoulette @forest-rot @hypnoneghoul AND @littlemoon-beam! If you're interested ☺️

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