Guys Unfortunately, I'll Have To Pause Requests Because Already Have 8/9 Requests In My Inbox And I Have

*sigh*... awh cmon guys don't leave me out 😞😞😞

Cried for me that much prime? *Smirk*

Optimus scoffs and chuckles

Can you blame me?

....... I suddenly have the urge to make this an angst fic.....

STOPPP THIS MADE ME CRY ESPECIALLY WHEN HE SAID 'a-aren't you gonna leave me eventually?, everyone else does... ' LIKE I WANTED TO JUMP THROUGH THE SCREEN AND HUG THAT POOR BABY 😭😭😭 LIKE HE DESERVES BETTER THE WHOLE WORLD AND THE UNIVERSE, POOR BABY.....

🎵'as long as I'm here, no you can hurt you...' 🎵🎧- Billie Eilish 🎧

So, I experienced some deju vu during this scene in Trolls Band Together:

John Dory grabs his backpack, says he's leaving (I'm done, YOLO, etc.), and then the last thing he says is "Goodbye Forever!", followed by Branch's distraught face, and the next thing Branch knows, all his brothers have left him and he never sees them again.

I was trying to figure out why that little snippet stuck with me, then it hit me:

Trolls Holiday in Harmony, when Branch is trying to figure out a gift for Poppy. He's worried about doing the wrong thing, disappointing her or freaking her out, and says "I CAN'T let that happen". He illustrates his point with Poppy packing a suitcase, and what does she say right before she runs off?

Really brings his abandonment issues into the light😢

I've seen a few comments of people being annoyed when Branch said to Poppy "aren't you going to leave me anyway", but they clearly don't understand how trauma affects people's mental and emotional state.

He knows Poppy loves him and doesn't actually believe she'd leave, but after a lifetime of being alone, even though he's happy and loved now, there's still that subconscious fear that he'll end up alone again. Poppy means everything to him, and he can't bear the thought of losing her too, especially as a result of something he's done (his grandma died to save him, and he believed his brothers leaving was his fault because he 'ruined everything' at the concert).

Sometimes this results in Branch trying to push Poppy away, which seems conflicting, yes, but again: trauma messes with your mind. He was already heartbroken and angry at his brothers, so he wasn't thinking clearly and blurted out his hidden main fear.

And when he says "everyone else [leaves me]" I hear "everyone in my life has left me so I must deserve to be alone, so you might as well leave me too."

And that's probably why Branch was so hesitant to be open with Poppy - 1. I might scare her away, and 2. why bother expressing my feelings to someone when I'll likely just lose them anyway. Plus he's still getting used to having someone to confide to in his life. Keeping emotions bottled up for years is a hard habit to get out of.

chat I have a crackship but they from two completely different universes/fandoms, what do I do burhhh and I've been soo sick lately, what do I fooo

NUH UH

megatron PLEASE get your man Optimus 😭 ever since he banished you, he's been drinking, crying and blasting emo music FOR WEEKS PLEASE COME GET HIM 😭😭😭😭😭

@ask-tfone-optimus seriously?

is it just me or does connverse bring out the bisexual in me. just saying

made some moodboard thingys for you guys :)

Orion Pax

D-16

Megatron

Optimus Prime

Hope you guys enjoy these!!!

stoppp she's so pretty!!!!

I am currently working on a few designs for Branch and Poppy in my ParentAU, since it takes place over the span of a few years. So far I've been improvising in all of my AU content, so it's time for them to have real designs.

First up, is Queen Poppy. Here she is in her 30's, roughly 32 I would say. At this point, Ivy is 10 and Oakley is 5. I'm keeping the earthy/nature themes going with everyone's designs in this AU. Poppy has well adjusted into her role as Queen, and is a loving and caring mother to her children. With Branch by her side, she tackles her responsibilities as Queen with pride and confidence, and is very happy with the life she built with him. She also continues her work as a teacher, a job that she loves just as much as being Queen to her people. She also has her hands full with her own kids, which keeps her on her toes and challenges her in new ways every day. I love this version of Poppy because she's still fun and spontaneous, but also has grown and learned from the experiences in her life that got her to where she is.

There will be another design eventually, most likely her in her 40's when Ivy reaches her 20's.

umm...even though the fic isn't uploaded yet, I'll be willing to answer any questions that you might have for Diane from my crackship au :3

bonus:

he's so pretty

So, Who's your comfort Character? 🙂