200% Hollow Purple

He learned how to play Mary had a little lamb

Opening your eyes in a different reality feels surreal.

Let me start this off by saying that I haven’t fully shifted yet and this post is about a mini shift and how it felt to be in another reality. It always helps motivate me when I think about it so hopefully it can help you too. I feel like people who have mini shifted don’t give themselves enough credit when in reality, YOU DID THAT!!! Also this isn’t much of a story time as much as it is just me kinda chatting about it LMAO.

I’m gonna put in the exact note I typed in my notes app after I shifted. Just keep in mind I was in shock and so excited, so it’s not very well written. This was when the main Dr I was trying to shift to was twilight. (Also pardon my French 🤭)

“I just shifted. Oh my god. It wasn’t to my dr, but I was there and it was real and I knew immediately. It was real. It felt so real. I wasn’t fully grounded yet I don’t think. I fucking shifted. It wasn’t for too long and I wasn’t fully grounded because my alarm took me back. I woke up, the bedding was black and I felt it. Then I stood up and was short, so I knew it wasn’t my dr bc I’m tall in my dr. Then I saw a shadow under the door so I wanted to go out before they walked in bc I thought it was Charlie. Then I left the room and told myself to act natural. I was going to the bathroom but a girl walked out of a bedroom and beat me to the bathroom, and that’s when the alarm went off. Oh my god. I shifted. I shifted.”

It’s impossible to explain how it feels waking up in a different reality. It’s a mix of excitement and a disbelief that it finally happened after so long. It’s like my eyes opened for the first time. There were so many emotions and I was so overwhelmed by everything. I felt my hands touching the fabric of the comforter. I felt the hardwood floors beneath my feet, the metal doorknob in my hand. Even not fully grounded, it felt like I was using my senses for the first time. For as short a time as I was there, I felt so much. It felt so real to me and I didn’t even get to feel how real it could’ve been because I wasn’t grounded all the way. But I’m still ecstatic because I did that.

I think the most ironic part is that I wasn’t even trying. The closest I’ve gotten to shifting was by shutting my brain off and just letting it happen. If I’ve done it before without trying, I can sure as hell do it again. AND IF I CAN DO IT, SO CAN YOU!!

Anywaysss, ty for reading this mess and I hope this can give at least one person some motivation.🫶🏻🫶🏻

the hardest pill to swallow . . if you don’t assume, it won’t work

this isn’t tough love. this isn’t a scolding. this is just the mechanics of reality. this isn’t about blame. it’s not your fault, but it is your responsibility (i saw this quote somewhere and i really liked it, anyway). reality is malleable, but only if you stop acting like you’re at its mercy. stop waiting for permission. stop refreshing the page, stop tapping the glass. it’s done. act accordingly.

consider your brain an old, glitchy computer, whirring in the corner of your psyche, choking on its own outdated code. your subconscious doesn’t know what’s real versus imagined, it only knows the instructions you give it. and if those instructions are “this isn’t happening, i don’t see it, i don’t believe it,” well, congratulations, the system registers that as the blueprint. and it prints that out. over and over. like a bureaucratic nightmare, a kafka novel of your own making.

this is not to say that doubt is failure, doubt is human, doubt is a thrum in the background of any great creation. but if doubt is the occasional rainstorm, belief is the structural integrity of the house. belief holds. belief carries. belief is the scaffolding between you and the impossible, and without it, you are just standing in an empty field, waiting for architecture to spontaneously occur.

there’s a reason schrodinger’s cat remains the most infuriating hypothetical in quantum mechanics, because the cat is both alive and dead until you open the box. the observer collapses the wave function. and in this case, you are the observer. if you don’t believe it, you keep the box shut. if you do believe it, the universe is already rearranging itself around your conviction.

this is not new-age drivel. this is not a vision board with a quote about perseverance peeling off in the humidity. this is physics. have you ever thought about someone, and then they text you five minutes later? that’s the speed at which reality moves when you don’t get in your own way. you didn’t sit there clutching your skull, willing them into existence, you just assumed, with ease, with god-tier nonchalance. and because you weren’t scrutinising the timeline like a detective with a corkboard and red string and bloodied eyes, the message came through. the only thing standing between you and everything you want is the way you react to its absence. the hand-wringing, the despair, the creeping doubt, it’s a full-time job, and it pays in absolutely nothing.

which brings me to my next point: trying. trying is the problem. trying implies effort, and effort implies resistance, and resistance is another way of saying “i don’t actually believe i have this.” and you know what people do when they have things? they stop worrying about whether they have them. a person in possession of an apple does not pace the room, clutching their chest, whimpering, “but do i really have it?” they just eat the apple.

and before you say, “but look at my reality, it’s contradicting me,” i will say this once, and you must etch it into your mind like scripture: reality is old news. what you are seeing is just a delayed projection of past assumptions. do not react to it. do not engage with it. it is a rerun of a show you no longer care about. the moment you stop feeding into the contradictions, they wither. the moment you accept that what you want is already done, reality will course-correct. until then, it is an echo chamber of your previous doubts. ignore it like it’s a tabloid headline about a scandal that never actually happened.

flip the switch. decide, assume, move forward. no more “manifesting,” no more “waiting.” you don’t wait for what’s already yours. you don’t question a chair’s ability to hold you up before sitting down. you don’t send a letter and then agonise over whether the mail system still exists. you assume. you know. and so it is.

and before the panic sets in, no, this does not mean you must be a perfect disciple of unwavering belief. doubt will creep in, as it always does. you will have moments of existential dread, of scrutinising, of muttering “but what if” into your hands at 2 a.m. this is fine. this is human. just don’t let it become the dominant narrative. there will be moments where you feel like you're nowhere, like your manifestations have abandoned you and you're left with nothing but the weight of your own effort. do not, under any circumstances, entertain this lie. i will personally resurrect the fear of god just to drill this into you: do not. what you do instead is cry a little, wipe your face, and then lock the fuck in, because i swear on everything, sometimes, all it takes is a stretch of nothing to summon an abundance of everything. let the doubt pass through like an intrusive thought you refuse to entertain, like a pigeon that landed in your cafe but is not, in fact, your problem.

maybe this reminds you of when the soviets tried to scientifically disprove intuition, only to realise they had unintentionally proved it instead. maybe this reminds you of every ghost story you’ve ever heard, how the only ones who see them are the ones who expect to.

anyways. it’s all already happening. your only job is to get out of the way.

chat i literally unlocked the ability to shift i just dont know if im ready and im scared

transitioning to pure consciousness

i still got a lot of people telling me that they "can't enter the void" when all you're doing is inducing pure consciousness which results in transitioning from the awake state to pure consciousness. the same concept as inducing sleep to be asleep.

inducing pure consciousness is subconsciously convincing yourself that you're in the purest state of consciousness (focus is away from the physical world, and only on imagination). in doing this, we will manifest a transition from the awake state to the purest state. we are subconsciously telling ourselves that we are no longer in the awake state of consciousness, but in the purest state of consciousness instead.

this meaning that inducing pure consciousness ≠ waiting for a shift/symptoms/something to happen. inducing pure consciousness = only being aware of your thoughts/4d and forgetting about the 3d.

his ass is not listening

SOCIAL MEDIA THINGS TO SCRIPT / MANIFEST divider credits ♡

social media is less toxic/rude.

pinterest has a clear all search and pin history setting.

all of the posts on your private accounts never get leaked.

you never have your personal information leaked on social media.

you never get banned off of any social media or get your accounts locked.

every username you think of using for social media is never taken by someone else or bots.

twitter is still called twitter and isn't called “x” or whatever. also the logo is still the bird as well.

your social media supporters/friends actually interact with your posts and leave comments and stuff.

your social media posts always go viral for positive reasons (because i can't stand no hater ass mfs.)

twitter allows you to edit your tweets for free but only twice (idk, i thought it'd be funny to only let it be twice.)

you have the ability to delete other people’s comments without them knowing even if they aren’t under a post you made.

things that make you uncomfortable or feel ashamed/bad never appear on your timeline, dashboard, recommended, front page or fyp on social media.

you have the ability to go into the tumblr settings and go into a section that allows you to see the accounts of everyone who sends you anonymous messages (what they sent, their account, you get it.)

anti-shifter, proship/profic, ageplay, pro ana, bigot/incel, and any variation dni

I literally cannot oversell this at this point. I mean it's just that easy. All you have to do is accept that it is already yours rn. LIKE RN. I mean that's it. And it's that simple. And there isn't any catch to it. This isn't an eye for an eye kind of a thing.

Accepting that you have something when you don't (in the 3d) can seem daunting at first but trust me it isn't. Everything in your life till now are a result of your assumptions in the past. You have never not been creating your life. This wasn't something you just started when you first learned about loass, nope. You've been doing this since the minute you started thinking consciously. Your thoughts have been shaped by your parents, family, society and other surroundings which is why every one of us lead such different lives. Now you may not have had control over which family/circumstances you were born into but you have total and complete control over changing each and every thing about it now. It's as simple as that.

It's complicated only if you say it is. It will become complicated only if you assume so. Every single time you tell me how it's not working for you why don't you fucking understand that you're the reason why it isn't working for you??! Why you're the only one making it complicated!!!! Every single time you dwell on your so called circumstances, you're the one reaffirming it. Telling yourself how this is true in your reality when you could be completely rejecting it as nonsense and instead choose to accept what you want as true in your life.

There is no shortcut to this and there is no magical formula to this as well. And it couldn't be more easier. You either have it or you don't. YOU DECIDE.

Love, SHRADS ❤️

SOCIAL MEDIA IS THE REASON WHY YOU CANT SHIFT

You have doubts, guess what, you can still shift

You don’t have a script? , you can still shift

You don’t have motivation? You can still shift

Whatever you have, you CAN STILL shift

DONT LET SOCIAL MEDIA INFLUENCE YOU

YOU DONT NEED ANYTHING TO SHIFT!