-Circa March 2020

Astrology: What Your Astro Placements and Stelliums Need To Hear

Aries placements - no one is angry at you like your internal side is angry at you

Taurus placememts - no one is slowing you down like your internal self is slowing you down and blocking you

Gemini placements - no one is over thinking you like your internal side is overthinking you

Cancer placements - no one is repelling from you like your internal self is repelling from the world

Leo placements - no one is expecting you to show up as confident and together as your internal side is expecting you to

Virgo placememts - no one is nit picking you like your internal side is nit picking you

Libra placements - no one is counting your give and take like your internal side is counting

Scorpio Placements - no one is more of a threat to you than your internal self is to you.

Sagittarius placements - no one is holding your virtues and beliefs to your actions like your internal side is

Capricorn placements - no one is expecting you to be perfect like your internal side is expecting you to be

Aquarius placements - no one is detaching from you like you are detaching from your internal self

Pisces placements - no one is expecting your emotions to always be palatable and pleasurable like your internal side is telling you they should be

✨𝕽𝖊𝖇𝖑𝖔𝖌 𝖋𝖔𝖗 𝕲𝖔𝖔𝖉 𝖑𝖚𝖈𝖐✨

⚡⭐🌟💫✨🌙🌠🐾🎰📿🧿🔮🍀🤞🧧🧙‍♂️🧙

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Benjy Russell. 2008

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As I Empty The Clip | "A Return To Love."

February 19, 2020

"Be patient with me.

Im doing my best to open up and surrender my vulnerability with you but it takes time

Understanding my feelings don’t come so easy to me as it may to you but I’m eager to know them

But-

I mess up sometimes, I hurt other times, I laugh, and sing and shout with joy, but I also cry sometimes

And it may not be all that you’re seeking and I don’t expect you to but respect my timing is all I’m asking for

I love really hard and I care very deeply but I worry if that same passion would be returned to me 10 fold,

would it be misunderstood? Would it be too much? Things like that

I'm unlearning old habits of fleeing in the midst of confusion and misunderstanding or just shutting off

completely

I know its not healthy but I’m doing the work of seeing myself

But do not think that this is my call for help, I’ve done that a long time ago,

just a letter for deeper understanding so you can know partially, why I do the things I do.

That it isn’t out of spite but a trauma response

I am not my trauma

I can change

My past doesn’t define me

Nor does your vision of me

So be easy with my unbecoming or don’t be here at all

Challenge me but don’t abuse my soft spots

I've been through enough of that already

I’m due for new

I’m due for some proper loving,

So on the days when I don’t feel so whole or together ask me, in what ways do you need to be loved today?

And I’ll tell you open and honestly

But only if you are patient with me."