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Latest Posts by borderlinedeadgirl - Page 2
Felt cute might read dsm-5 later xoxo
id much rather sleep away my whole life
mitski, brand new city
in drunk walk home when mitski said AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH i really felt that
“so i don’t blame you if you want to bury me in your memory i’m not the girl i ought to be. but maybe when you tell your friends you can tell them what you saw in me, and not how i turned out to be”
- Mitski ‘Goodbye My Danish Sweetheart’
I truly am just mitski lyrics glued together (I just cried to class of 2013 for a solid 15 minutes)
“Please don’t expect me to always be good and kind and loving. There are times when I will be cold and thoughtless and hard to understand.”
— Sylvia Plath
OMG ???!!!
A fresh analysis of moon rocks brought home during the Apollo missions has, for the first time, revealed the presence of hydrogen. This finding suggests future astronauts could someday use water available right on the moon for life support and rocket fuel. Researchers with the U.S. Naval Research Laboratory (NRL), to whom NASA provided the lunar samples for a research study, announced last week that they discovered hydrogen in lunar soil sample 79221. The detected hydrogen is thought to have been brought into existence by incessant showers of solar wind, and even comet strikes, on the moon. "Hydrogen has the potential to be a resource that can be used directly on the lunar surface when there are more regular or permanent installations there," study lead author Katherine Burgess, a geologist at NRL, said in a statement. "Locating resources and understanding how to collect them prior to getting to the moon is going to be incredibly valuable for space exploration. Per one NASA estimate, it would cost thousands of dollars to launch a bottle of water to the moon. So to cut costs, ice on the moon can be used in-situ as water for astronauts — and, in fact, may also be broken down into its components (hydrogen and oxygen) to be used as rocket fuel for journeys between the moon and Earth. Perhaps it can be used to bring humans to Mars as well someday; perhaps beyond.
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“I never wish to be easily defined. I’d rather float over other people’s minds as something strictly fluid and non-perceivable; more like a transparent, paradoxically iridescent creature rather than an actual person.”
— Franz Kafka
i wish i could trust someone fully
(questioning) bpd culture is never trusting anyone including yourself…. especially yourself
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as someone who has tried to study typology/mbti, it's really annoyingly difficult and honestly, unless you really want to, dont even study it. like who cares? just use it for the aesthetic or just use it for saying you relate to the stereotypes because at the end of the day, it's literally not hurting anyone
when people make content like "assigning your mbti an aesthetic" and "reccomending you books based on your mbti"... i love that. it's fun and nice and harmless. you know what i dont love though? the people in the comments saying "you're probably mistyped, go study cognitive functions" to the content creator
like just shut up. it doesnt make you cool to ruin someone's fun like that, and its not like they owe it to you to study typology.
“Do you know what hurts most about a broken heart? Not being able to remember how you felt before.”
— Cassie Ainsworth, Skins
Oh, dear diary, I met a boy He made my doll heart light up with joy Oh, dear diary, we fell apart Welcome to the life of Electra Heart.
I'm Miss Sugar Pink, liquor, liquor lips Hit me with your sweet love, steal me with a kiss I'm Miss Sugar Pink, liquor, liquor lips I'm gonna be your bubblegum bitch I'm gonna be your bubblegum bitch.
oh my god princes chelsea is a genius... i love this song so much all the interpretations of it are so relatable it's insane it's legit a bpd anthem
pink pantheress after she makes the best songs ever... can't wait for capable of love!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
typology is my life
no because how do some people just take an mbti test for the first time and NOT become obsessively fascinated with typology?
bpd culture is not informing anyone it's your birthday and hoping people will remember because you'd feel like an attention seeking whore if you randomly started informing people that it was your birthday? like who cares? they all have their own lives. I'm not entitled to a happy birthday. then crying and feeling physically ill when certain people forget or don't say anything to you.
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mitski was right on sunny days I do go out walking and I do end up on a tree-lined street and guess what ! I do look up at the gaps of sunlight and wow !!! I do miss you more than anything !!