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Working towards this point, can’t let anxiety set my boundaries anymore

“My philosophy is: It’s none of my business what people say of me, and think of me. I am what I am, and I do what I do. I expect nothing, and accept everything. And it makes life so much easier.”

— Anthony Hopkins

I still miss you every single day

Started working on the xterra again….. turns out it wasn’t the head gasket…… I managed to break off the side of one of my pistons…. Full rebuild it is.

Being a hopeless romantic is so pointless in this generation

Well, the Xterra is finally running again, just some little things to fix. I found a place to move into so I’m no longer homeless, even got offered another place to stay on the same day. Picked up a second job doing farm work and construction. Things are going really well today, and some of my stress is finally starting to go away. Now just to figure out everything with the court and get that taken care of and life will be somewhat back to normal.

Well, I’ve got great news!!!! I don’t have to hate me anymore….. you clearly do it enough for the both of us and damn, I don’t know what happened to you or who shit in your cheerios but hiding behind your shit attitude is a pretty sad ploy. I’ll always love the person I bound my soul to, but I won’t miss the empty, bitter, and almost laughably hypocritical person you’ve decided to become. Know better do better, sorry but I may have reservations about helping you pick up the pieces when the universe repays you for the energy you’ve put into it. You made this decision, good luck Kid.

Newish state, new to me car, new job; things were looking up then my dog goes and unsnaps his collar like he’s the next reincarnation of Houdini, runs out in the road and gets hit by a car. All of this happened about 5-10 mins before I got back from work. One week, 4k, and lots of ups and downs but he’s making a decent recovery and will hopefully fully recover.

“So, if you are too tired to speak, sit next to me because I, too, am fluent in silence.”

— R. Arnold