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So long tumblr, guess it’s time to stop crying and complaining and actually follow through and get some work done. I hope you choose a life that inspires you and never forget to stop and take time to look up. Sometimes when everything seems like it’s too much, it helps to be reminded how small we really are, and that the spheres will still be singing tomorrow. Who knows, maybe we’ll see each other later in this life or another. Take care, and be good to yourselves and each other.

I truly wish you the best, and I’m glad you’ve found happiness. Good luck at your family reunion, and I wish him the best of luck with the guys. I hope you both continue to help each other grow and experience things you didn’t know existed. I hope he realizes and always remembers just how amazing you are despite how much you might say and try to prove other wise. Take care of yourself and each other, and please always try to remember you’re both human. Take Care Gorgeous

I can’t even begin to explain how I feel right now. This is beyond cruel, and I don’t even know why.

I miss late night drives through the graveyard, joints with the headstones under the stars,late night pond power sliding with a stop at the waterfall, the little snorts, and forehead kisses. I miss feeling whole, and I miss smiling for no reason at all.

Why?

Everything just feels kinda hollow without your light in my life….. life goes on, but it won’t ever be the same.

Passed my final drug test today and I’m off probation!!!

What do you mean I deserve someone better? I cant imagine a better life that doesn’t have you in it.

The sound of heavy rain while you are in bed.

"Come with me.. take my hand and follow me into the sea, this sea of stars that spans eternity. Come with me, hold my hand as we walk from constellation to constellation as if we were walking through a park.. let's see what magic we can find in a meadow of stars, a wild garden of sorts. Let us ride the waves of a supernova to the edges of light.."

What magic we would find in the stars together - eUë

The things I miss most 😔

i’m a sucker for small intimacies:

hugs from behind

forehead kisses

hand holding

loving gazes

sweet nothings

moments where it’s too intimate to say a word

these are the small intimacies my heart longs for

I still dream about you……

Yup, bed all day sounds amazing. Back to teaching myself coding to distract my self from all these hellacious intrusive thoughts. Like, “thanks brain, I get it you hate me too, can we be a little more chill about it though? “

Looks like things with the new business are going well but other than that everything else has kinda come apart. I think I’ll just stay in bed today, this shit is exhausting.

Finally taking the heads to the machine shop today, 2 weeks and the xterra will live again!

In other news, filed for my LLC and started the application process on a few small business grants. Already have the loan secured, but figured I might as well try to borrow as little as possible. Less than a year away from owning a couple properties, and getting to realize 3 of my life goals as long as everything goes to plan. Always knew I’d find a way to create stability for myself and make the world a better place at the same time. I can’t wait to see what the next year of my life will bring.

First on the agenda, order the roofing supplies and paint for the exterior. Already have the new flooring, now just to figure out what colors I want to paint the interior and exterior walls and trim. It’s kinda weird making all the decisions and not having to answer to anyone, but I can’t wait to see the end results.

As of yesterday, I signed a 5 year lease on piece of property that I can develop as I see fit. Might not be exactly what I wanted but it’s a start and now there’s a bit of security in making improvements and putting my time and energy into making it somewhere I enjoy being.

I guess it all depends on the outcome 🤷🏻‍♂️

“Move on,” you hear, but to what howling emptiness?

— Denise Riley, from "Little Eva," Say Something Back & Time Lived, Without Its Flow

““You need someone that loves your soul more than your body” - Unknown”

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Being a hopeless romantic is so pointless in this generation

Started working on the xterra again….. turns out it wasn’t the head gasket…… I managed to break off the side of one of my pistons…. Full rebuild it is.

“Most people do not listen with the intent to understand; they listen with the intent to reply.”

— Stephen R. Covey