The Apprentice Full Interview

i learned that actor Danny Trejo has the most on-screen deaths of anyone in Hollywood history, with 65. Followed by Christopher Lee (60), Lance Henriksen (51), Vincent Price (41), Dennis Hopper (41), Boris Karloff (41), and John Hurt (39). (x)

This is the second picture I chose when my Master asked me to pick one that represented where I want to be in my submission to him in the future.

I know it seems a lot like the one I already choose and posted to represent where I am in my submission to him now, but for me it's not. Yes, the positions may be close, but that's about all. In the previous one there's not as much connection as in this one between them.

In this one, she's surrendering, he's whispering in her ear and whatever he's saying is really doing it for both of them. But in this one you can tell she's already surrendered completely to him and is EXACTLY where she wants to be by the blissed out look on her face. He could do anything to her and she'd be fine with it. Nothing really holding her in place except his hands and will. And his hands aren't really gripping her that tightly. Whatever he's saying to her is only sending her deeper into subspace and surrender further to him.

That's what I want. I want to look like that with my Master. 

Happy with whatever he might do to me and so confident in his mastery of me that I can let myself go that much. To trust myself to his keeping so completely. For his touch itself to put me into subspace, not have to work to get me there. 

Not that I want only the physical from him. (Of course I do!) I want more as well. I want to know that the things I do, how I conduct myself, things I say, what I wear and how I appear to others please him and make him happy to have others know I am his. (Well, even more than I please him now!) I'm not perfect and I'm sure I won't be, but I want him to make me into the best I can be for him. To become not only his submissive but his slave as well.

I want to be completely possessed so that I never feel the same submission for anyone else. For him to want me and want to keep me enough so that he wants to mark me as his possession so it can never be mistaken by anyone else. To know that I not only wear his collar but to carry his mark permanently on my body in some way. 

I dream about that both during the day and night and can only hope that one day it happens.

(via yesdaddy, damaneiraqueeugosto)

I laughed so fucking hard at this

It's a completely new year now and I'm finally starting to really and truly feel more like myself again. Still things I need to work on, but I'm doing it.

I wasn't quite up to a really good post today, but there's a picture or two I saw that I'll be thinking about tonight...

"You got vampire lore wrong in your story because real vampires do this and that" Buddy I have terrible news about all of vampires. Heartbreaking news. Worst news you're gonna hear all day.

(via Japanese Sword Master Tests His Skills Against an Industrial Robot in an Incredible Demonstration)

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