Me: I Don't Get It. I Thought I Was Doing A Lot Better Than I Was A Few Years Ago. I'm Like 10 Times

This is the second picture I chose when my Master asked me to pick one that represented where I want to be in my submission to him in the future.

I know it seems a lot like the one I already choose and posted to represent where I am in my submission to him now, but for me it's not. Yes, the positions may be close, but that's about all. In the previous one there's not as much connection as in this one between them.

In this one, she's surrendering, he's whispering in her ear and whatever he's saying is really doing it for both of them. But in this one you can tell she's already surrendered completely to him and is EXACTLY where she wants to be by the blissed out look on her face. He could do anything to her and she'd be fine with it. Nothing really holding her in place except his hands and will. And his hands aren't really gripping her that tightly. Whatever he's saying to her is only sending her deeper into subspace and surrender further to him.

That's what I want. I want to look like that with my Master. 

Happy with whatever he might do to me and so confident in his mastery of me that I can let myself go that much. To trust myself to his keeping so completely. For his touch itself to put me into subspace, not have to work to get me there. 

Not that I want only the physical from him. (Of course I do!) I want more as well. I want to know that the things I do, how I conduct myself, things I say, what I wear and how I appear to others please him and make him happy to have others know I am his. (Well, even more than I please him now!) I'm not perfect and I'm sure I won't be, but I want him to make me into the best I can be for him. To become not only his submissive but his slave as well.

I want to be completely possessed so that I never feel the same submission for anyone else. For him to want me and want to keep me enough so that he wants to mark me as his possession so it can never be mistaken by anyone else. To know that I not only wear his collar but to carry his mark permanently on my body in some way. 

I dream about that both during the day and night and can only hope that one day it happens.

(via yesdaddy, damaneiraqueeugosto)

lmao so i was just going through my camera roll and clearing some photos out, when i stumbled across this screenshot i took in january of 2020 and…

i’m in shock. i literally don’t know how i forgot this happened, like i was actually astounded when i found this. NEVER forget when steve rogers’ ending was so horrifically out-of character that SEBASTIAN STAN HIMSELF posted a screenshot to instagram of a tweet dogging on his ending. it’s been years and i still haven’t forgiven marvel. i don’t think i ever will.

Hello, class. Today I would like to tell you why “Yasha” is not a good thing for you to call Bucky in fic while he is the Winter Soldier.

It’s not “James” in Russian. It’s not. “Yasha” is the diminutive of “Yakov,” which is obviously Jacob. And yes, I know they have the same Aramaic? (I think) root, but like, here’s the deal – neither I (immigrated from the former Soviet Union as a child) nor my parents (lived in the Soviet Union for a good chunk of their lives) have ever met anyone named Yasha who wasn’t Jewish.

Don’t come at me with some exception you found on the internet – it’s a name that carries strong signifiers of Eastern European Jewishness. And we all know how the Soviets felt about Eastern European Jews (in case you don’t know – hint: really fuckin’ not great). It’s really unlikely that they would give a name with those signifiers to their super-weapon, especially in order to give him a name that’s etymologically close to his given name. 

Now, what should you call him instead?

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It would be incredibly cool to actually get to do some of the things in the auction. I am totally going to tell the hubby we have to bid on some of it.

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So true...

#sebastian stan#