I’m Rewatching Naruto For The First Time Since I Was 11 And I Noticed Shikamaru Wearing Eyeliner (you

Here is a little tag update for my upcoming fic (It’s not near done so I’ll have to redo the draft)

I might rewrite the summary soon tho.

Just finished the main Story of my lost Himawari…I loved every second of it but I still don’t understand why it’s called that if himawari’s barely in it

Friends don’t act like that

Tags: Angst, Short One Shot, POV Uchiha Sasuke, Bittersweet, Bittersweet Ending, disbeliet, Cheating

Length: 494 words

Relationships: Uchiha Sasuke/Uzumaki Naruto, Hyuuga Hinata/Uzumaki Naruto, Gaara/Uzumaki Naruto, Haruno Sakura/Uchiha Sasuke, Uchiha Sarada/Uzumaki Boruto, Mitsuki/Uzumaki Boruto

Characters: Uchiha Sasuke,

Uzumaki Naruto, Gaara (Naruto), Hyuuga Hinata, Haruno Sakura, Uchiha Sarada, Mitsuki (Boruto), Uzumaki Boruto

Summary: Sasuke is attending Naruto and Hinata's wedding, thinking about all the times he thought he'd stand there in front of Naruto instead of her.

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A short one-shot I wrote because I saw a TikTok comment similar to the title

Start notes:

Hey so I've never written angst and honestly I just wrote this out of boredom, Demon Slayer fic coming soon stay tuned!

EDIT: I did add a few sentences cause I felt like it made the fic better

Fanfic:

(For a better reading experience, reader is recommended to listen to “Washing machine heart” by Mitski on loop)

As Hinata walks down the isle, all I can think about is, "How?" and, "Why?"

Call me stupid but I always thought I would be in her place. In a white tux, walking to the man that kept me awake ever since he kissed me one day when I was 13.

That wasn't our last kiss, it was the first of many actually.

Every single time he motivated me

Every single time he insulted me to try to prove he was better than me

Every time he haunted my dreams, after I ran away

Every time he didn't give up on me and looked at me with those beautiful blue eyes of his trying to take me home

Every time he kissed me after we were finally on the same side again

Every time we sl*pt together and told me I was, "the only one who could ever make him feel this way"

That was Bullshit wasn't it? Friends don't act like that, so they? Friends don't look at each other like they're the only person left in the world! Friends don't sl*ep with you and make you feel like the happiest person to ever exist in that moment!

Friends don't throw you away like trash on the street...do they?

And as I watch those two kiss I can feel that stupid redhead grinning cause we both lost, but at least I didn't get him. Gaara was always my love rival, I never expected Hinata to come out as the winner. He won too! He fucking won and he didn’t even get the guy!

As those two kiss I can feel that Naruto feels absolutely nothing. That could be the sound of my dreams of us getting married and adopt three kids shattering tho.

The only thing I can do now is give the Uchiha clan a new memeber.

Years later, as I look at Sarada in Sakura's arms for the first time in the hospital all I can do is wish that she would never experience the same kind of heartbreak I did.

That wish ,sadly, didn't come to true. As I watch Mitsuki walk towards Boruto on that same stupid isle, I glance over at Sarada going through the same pain I did. I then look at Naruto, smiling holding his wife's hand, the same hand that never stopped expl*ring my bo*dy in his office all this years, without an ounce of shame.

How can he even bare to look at Hinata after all the times he cheated on her with me? Am I not supposed to feel bad for Sakura while we do it? Have I just become some toy to him?

And as Mitsuki and Boruto share a kiss on the altar, the same thought crosses both my and my daughter's minds,

“Fuck the Uzumakis!”, for the tears they made us cry are shed by ourselves in silence, in the darkness of the night without anyone to console us.

End Notes:

I HATED slandering my boy Naruto

AND having to add straight angst at the end but it was worth it cause I love the end result.

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