There’s something soooooooooooooo beautiful in the way she sings, “And I'm just. getting. color. back. into. my. face, I'm just mad as hell 'cause I loved this place for so long.”
Like singing through it with gritted teeth, just barely starting to come out of the fog, realizing she survived (but at what cost) and it was hard-won, knowing she was dying and she had to do it, but it still hurts because she once loved the home that turned into a prison, she loved who they were in that home at one point, but she’s mad that it all blew up and she’s mad that she let herself stay in that place for long now that she has confirmation by leaving that it would have killed her. There’s exhaustion, there’s anger, there’s tenderness, there’s resignation all at the same time in her voice.
It’s such a stunning song.
YOU 3.01 "And They Lived Happily Ever After"
THE LOVE WITCH (2016) dir. Anna Biller
She stared at her reflection in the glossed shop windows as if to make sure, moment by moment, that she continued to exist.
Sylvia Plath, The Bell Jar
listening to chappell roan & drink wine is just >>
silence lay steadily.
things haunt, joshua jennifer espinoza // giovanni's room, james baldwin // through me (the flood), hozier // flowers in the attic, v.c. andrews // i am in eskew, jon ware // anatomy, kitty horrorshow // the haunting of hill house, shirley jackson
The love witch (2016) ˚ ༘♡ ⋆。˚
Web weave on breaking up.
- now i have to remember you for longer then i’ve known you
@chloeinletters/ right where you left me- taylor swift/ eternal sunshine of the spotless mind (2004)/ now that we don’t talk- taylor swift/ @extrasad/ all too well (10 minute version)/ c.c. aurel/ waiting room- phoebe bridgers
i am God’s favourite little cosmic joke. his favourite suffering soldier. his sacrificial lamb. his poor little meow meow. his whore of babylon. i’m his fallen angel. i’m gonna bite his neck until it bleeds
morra
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