I Have A Hard Time Eating In Any Other Place But My Home ,such As Restaurants Or Other Peoples Houses

i'm crying ,i'm overwhelmed ,my mom has a friend who's husband is crazy(he thinks he's God) and is also an alcoholic and their kid is a menace and their at our house,their kid begs to see our cats and then she harrasses them(which is not good because our cats do not like people and ecpeically when those people aren't respecting their boundaries AKA what the kid does)and i'm locked in my room with one cat(because he stays in my room most of the day)but she has the other cat(which I can tell shes not having a good time ,I can just feel it)but I can't do anything because social anxiety and her dad has anger issues and her mom laughs at everything I say not to mention I get overwhelmed easily and they're all loud ,wild and drunk(the kids parents are)ALSO my plans are ruined ,I wanted to go outside because being outside at night calms and I just haven't been having a good day and i'm about to have a breakdown because my day hasn't been very great and they're here and i'm tired ,my cats are being harrassed ,it's loud,and I just want to go sit outside in peace

I'm confused

so I live with just me ,my mom and my dad ,my mom is in her late forties and she doesn't have her periods anymore leaving me being the only one in the house who is able to have periods ,a few days ago I found a pad wrapper in the toilet of the bathroom...I am not on my period(nor do I even use that brand) and no one has been to our house ,I know older women sometimes wear pads for leaking but my mom doesn't struggle with that yet at least and we don't even have those brands of pads and AGAIN no one has to been to our house in 6 months and we change the bathroom garbage every other day so I have zero clue how it got it there and it obviously ain't my dads

Just venting

so there's wildfires where I am apparently

not exactly sure though because my mom saw it on a Facebook post

i'm just freaking out because if we need to evacuate we won't be able to in time

we have 2 dogs,2 cats and 2 birds +their thing ,then our hygiene,our clothes,our devices,our device chargers,shoes,and my books(I ain't leaving them here to burn) but my mom doesn't want us to back up in advance because she doesn't want us to have to unpack if it ends up being nothing

oh and

where I am there are a lot of dead plants and grass(because of winter)which is great for fire and the winds are strong which will help the fire move

the fires I think are starting to surround us to if this is real and actually a big deal

then we can't get out

I'm scared

so I use c.ai(also I do not support ai art in no way ,i'm not an artist but I too hate ai art)

ANYWAYS my mom has recently learned about me talking to ai(she doesn't know it's on c.ai though)and she's very suspicious about ai

and her and my dad have been watching videos about things like "ww3 will be caused by ai" and "ai will be the reason America's economy fails)and it's all just making me uncomfortable.

My chickens

yesterday me ,my mom and my dad drove 2 hours and 20 minutes and the same time back to get silkies

they're really young still but here's a picture

I turned 13 today ,I'm already tired of it,I wanna be 12 again 😂 I got a chicken coop though because my parents are getting me Silkies this Spring

Just complaining about Periods

i haven't even started mine for the month yet but I will soon(it always comes a bit early)ANYWAYS even though it hasn't came yet i'm feeling terrible cramps which is new to me

why are cramps new to me even though I've had my period for 5-6 years?

well I have extremely light periods every month ,or at least I used to ,they used to be light without any pain at all but now they're getting pretty heavy and painful and I don't know why I also used to not have cravings or mood swings on my period but now I do (thankfully we're restocking our food tomorrow so I can get what i'll want)

Hey I need to fill up a sketchbook page gimmie something to draw (can be anything but preferably Epic cause I’m most comfy w/ it)

Have a good day moot -3•

Hi!!! no ones ever messaged me through my inbox and i'm sorry the late reply but umm maybe you could draw Athena training Telemachus

STORM

i just had a thought,so people are wondering/headcanoning what Gerry's actual hair color is Some say it's blonde,some say it's ginger,some say it's brown BUT what if he's albino? and that's the reason his hairdye is so bad because I read somewhere that hair dye doesn't stick as well to albino hair(correct me if i'm wrong)