I Hate HATE Feeling Full It Makes Me Feel Like A Failure

not eating is so much easier than to stop eating

skinny is part of my personality idc

once summer comes i don't think i'll feel as trapped inside with my ed and actually live a fulfilling life outside of being the thinnest I can be.

this disorder is so lame ngl the only thoughts running through my head are preparing for a beach body like omg get a life

what day even is it

neeeeeeeeeed

confession time i feel like im not ana enough cause i eat full meals

everyone else on here just snacks on lowcal stuff and diet drinks, but i can’t get those and just genuinely prefer the taste and feel of whole foods. i only eat one or two meals a day, but it still feels like im faking

I went grocery shopping with my dad and stepmom today and all I could think about was what I’m going to buy when I’m older

hmmm yeah im actually healthier when im weak and frail rather than fed and energized why do u ask

no cuz why is it lowk embarassing to admit that I have an £d. Like ooh no, calories.

something comforting about seeing the same workers at my local grocery store and making them scan my 4th sugar-free pudding mix of the month