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3 MONTHS FROM NOW, YOU WILL THANK YOURSELF

pulling back baggy pants and seeing how small you are >>>>>>>

why cant i be the boy who never eats instead of the one waiting until dinner

intro❤️

name: cj (he/him) ((might have alters i dont know quite yet, he/him and cj are accepted by them as well))

age/height: 18/ 5’ 2” (157 cm)

i love love love stranger things, arcane, fnaf, horses, minecraft and various other nerdy things

stats below cut (block dont report plz, pro recovery for you not for me)

hw: 146 lbs (66.2 kg)

cw: 145 lbs (65. 7 kg)

gw: 140 lbs (63.5 kg)

gw2: 130 lbs (58.9 kg)

gw3: 120 lbs (54.4 kg)

gw4: 110 lbs (49.8 kg)

gw5: 100 lbs (45.3 kg)

ugw: 95 lbs (43 kg)

doing my first liquid fast today (allowed myself dr pepper, coffee, and chocolate milk) and this shit actually easy as hell (for me) imma try and keep this going. probably going to have to break for dinner but imma try and keep skipping breakfast and lunch

eating a muffin cause god forbid i go a few hours without food??? and i know ive gotta look so incredibly gross eating

scrolling tumblr takes away my appetite so quickly i forget im hungry i love yall

sat down and saw the biggest thighs ive ever seen in my life !!!!!! who booed

(my) reasons to lose weight - transmasc edition <3

• lose weight on my chest

• ribs and collarbone showing

• loss of my period

• thighs not touching/less chafing

• being the small skinny boy

had a few hundred calories already today and i feel so bloated😭😭

fat lasts longer than flavor</3

its cold and i can see my rolls when i sit, the only way to have a good day is ⭐️ve 🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰

woke up this morning at 142 lbs (64 kilos) literally what the hell

I haven’t been active buttt im planning to f4st the entirety of next week (Monday-Sunday) any tips??

im gonna go insane i was f4sting like the best damn 4na and went down 2kg in js a couple days but now im in a cycle of f4sting then b1ng1ng and then f4sting GOD atp only those 4na gcs with super strict rules or h3ll even a damn coach

atp im finna need a non-p3d0 coach becuase ive been having SUCH bad binge episodes its not even funny anymore

sighs in im sick of binging, purging, binging, chilling, purging, and then chilling all day. I can still Taste the throw up in my throat. Yuck.

The BIGGEST motivator i currently have is the fact that my bio-mom used to be a MODEL!? You (unfortunately) can’t find her on the internet.

went to the doctors and found out I may or may not have a VIRUS!!! And god oh god knows how long I’ve had it, hopefully it’s one that’ll eat all my disgusting fat off!!!! DATTEBAYO!!! (I’m going insane)

I just binged. fvcking two bread pieces with Nutella, a piece of cake, and juice. Oh my gosh. I’m gonna kms. (It’s like 2k+ calories all together btw.)

tip for people who are fasting !! if you can drink water i highly reccomend adding lemon and cucumber slices!! it gives the water a sweet taste,

a SINGLE crumb or two of (bland) rice cake entered my stomach because my father forced me to eat SOMETHING and now I feel like shit! Like I know it’s less then 4 calories for a crumb or two but still..

yesterday morning i was making a healthy low cal breakfest (like 140 calories) and my dad praised me and even took a picture of me...i have never been happier, like yessss, unkowingly support my ed!!!

screaming crying i need more 4n4 moots around my age im sick of seeing mdni in every second 4n4 blog i like

one of my ex-friends has 4n4 too so im lowkey motivated to be sk1nn13r than her to make her regret everything. like yes im skinnier than you bitch deal w it

when i watch my friend effortlessly not eat through most of the day and not even think about food meanwhile im constantly thinking about food and screaming at myself to not eat just to look just like them

BRORIFIEIFEJ IM DOWN TO 60.8 KG I ONLY GOT .8 TO LOSE GANG I GOT THIS TRUST

tomorrow im fr locking in after my holidays i WILL be at least 59 kg

me after eating three rice cakes as if it's gonna do something after a small binge

pretty girls this pretty girls that SHUT UP!! ITS NOT JUST YOU IN THIS TOO MEN ARE SUFFERING AS WELL