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Ed Mention - Blog Posts
tomorrow im fr locking in after my holidays i WILL be at least 59 kg
my friend next to me as she watches me like ed stuff on my tumblr feed
i think i believe in some kind if higher power, its not like, god, or anything like that. recently ive just been noticing that things are happening that align perfectly with my goals and my needs. like, at work, i had to do a job and i needed a certain number of things to do it and i grabbed the perfect amount first try?!?
(tw ed mentioned under cut)
or, like today, i was going to skip lunch but as i was leaving the house my friend asked me if i wanted some of the curry her mum made and its like. okay, maybe the universe wants me to eat today?!?
honestly im willing to do a lobotomy if that shot will make ed disappear
do we think if i would be eating once a day for a week i would faint one day or not(thats a genuine question yes)
one more thought about food/calories and im exploding this planet completly i cant
to be honest im lk scared pf my ed its not even funny🩷 i will have a lot to talk about with my new therapist istg
sometimes i realize how bad my ed effects my daily routines and shit that i have to just sit down and be like "damn."