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when i watch my friend effortlessly not eat through most of the day and not even think about food meanwhile im constantly thinking about food and screaming at myself to not eat just to look just like them
tomorrow im fr locking in after my holidays i WILL be at least 59 kg
me after eating three rice cakes as if it's gonna do something after a small binge
i am a SLUT for protein up and go. you will NEVER catch me without multiple protein up and go's in my bag 😭
WHY DID I GO OUT AGAIN WHEN I KNOW THE CONSEQUENCES OF IT
omfg, im skipping class and hiding in the bathroom and i can hear another girl doing the same. so its super quiet, and my fucking stomach growls SO LOUD and i just hear the rustling stop from the other girl.
anyone got a shovel? imma just start digging my grave
TW 3d
i haven't eaten all day and i'm SO PROUD OF MYSELF.
we're getting pizza for dinner as well so that's a guarantee i'm not eating that. worst case scenario i do a ch3w and sp!t
should we go for a 2 day fast?
edit- follow up question, do you end up swallowing a lot of the food from ch3w and sp!t? like is it the equivalent of 1 bite?
edit2- i got it forced down my throat 🥲 what a fun day i've been having
TW 3d
winter uniform is back, you know what what means... hiding in jumpers and stockings so you can st@rve without anyone realising and shocking everyone in a few months :))
should i pick up sm0k!ng to help with the hvnger? i've wanted to for a while, but obvs is bad for you, so is it worth it?
Soft as an angel, light as a feather
Some of my fav th!nsp0 right now Xx
welcome back workouts in my room at night, my old friend
chew and spit, you'll forever be my holy grail
baking so i can watch others eat it while i st@rve and smile :)