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Man, I have gotta step on a soap box here for a minute fellow gardening folk. I’m stuck home with my parents (who know I smoke and also smoke but like we have to hide it from my grandma and they eat to smoke I smoke to eat iykyk) and my mental health be struggling (see earlier posts) so I’m just waiting to garden so I can shut my brain the hell up and just sleep. But I buy only shit that gives me the drive and focus to lock in. So I’m here at 1:00am loving the sweet breeze that is sativa and wishing I could’ve just done this earlier to manage the badness at a REASONABLE HOUR so I could’ve been asleep by now ;-;
Advice plsss
I overate a lot while on a mini vacation with my grandma I prepared and fasted around a day and half and doubled down on restriction week prior too (+made sure to get 10k steps in everyday) it but that dosen't feel like enough </3 especially with how bloated and gross I feel now anyone have any diet plans/meals I should do for this week or should I just try to fast for a day or two then go back to how I normally eat??
tip for people who are fasting !! if you can drink water i highly reccomend adding lemon and cucumber slices!! it gives the water a sweet taste,
guess whos in the 50 kgs now . . THATS RIGHT I AM!!!! RAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHH
guess whos ass just hit their first goal weight . . MEMEMEMEME I DID I DID!!!!!!!!
IM ALMOST OUT OF 60 KG JAIL
"stop pvrg1ng its bad for you!" god forbid a boy has hobbies
BOOMSHAKALAKA GAWD YES IM BACK TO MY LOWEST W31GHT IM SO HAPPY YAAYAYAAAASGAYSTYGSYJKL
sry for disappearing for nearly a week i kinda binged and gained around 2 kg
one of my ex-friends has 4n4 too so im lowkey motivated to be sk1nn13r than her to make her regret everything. like yes im skinnier than you bitch deal w it
when i watch my friend effortlessly not eat through most of the day and not even think about food meanwhile im constantly thinking about food and screaming at myself to not eat just to look just like them
just bought rice cakes again after 5 months we are so back
WHY DID I GO OUT AGAIN WHEN I KNOW THE CONSEQUENCES OF IT
nah im so done with everyone and everything time to get worse
since im overweight with 4n4 favorite thing to do is watch those videos explaining 4n4 and their diagnosis just so i can get triggered over the "person must be at a normal / or underweight" so it motivates me to PROVE i have it
WOAH!!!! FATASS ALERT!!!! FATASS ALERT!!!! GUESS WHOS FAT!!!! I AM!!!!
(for context: i went out to the mall and on weekends i give myself an 800 cal limit . . to counteract this im gonna be eating 300 cals tomorrow)
ofc they put the bitch with an ed in food class. the way i had to break my fast for the carbiest shit too.
my favorite thing to do is lie on my back in bed. suck in my tummy, and feel my hip bones and ribs magically pop out.
who needs motivation when i have it right here?
when you like all the cool grunge guy stuff so now there's only coquette girly stuff left 🙁💔
when you f4sted for 22 hours and the scale hasn't gone down
i hate eating after fasting because i can never stop honeymoon cycle plz come back I'll treat you right trust 🙁
Guys I need tips for losing weight PLEASE. anything helps I will do ANYTHING
I can't even look at myself right now, I'm disgusted by my body
i just wanna be perfect
i hate food
but not in a way of just being picky or sum shit like just thinking about food makes me wanna throw up my insides out, when i eat i feel so dirty as if i rolled around in dirt. I despise it idk how ppl enjoy it
oh to look like this
I need to stop being so damn pathetic and starve this fat out of my body. I have to do it, I have to reach my goal.
Just saw an old picture of myself...why am I even alive atp?? 🐽
Got termed spent a few months off of tumblr binging, but I'm back and fatter than ever. I'm a minor so if that makes you uncomfortable then DNI. Ugw is 88lbs/39.9kg. Ed accounts please Interact!! 🤍
tw: ed mentioned
met my younger self for coffee today...
she said, "we're still not skinny?"
"we've got something so much better than that, love"