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Got termed spent a few months off of tumblr binging, but I'm back and fatter than ever. I'm a minor so if that makes you uncomfortable then DNI. Ugw is 88lbs/39.9kg. Ed accounts please Interact!! 🤍

tw mentions of gore/sh

i used to have a really bad problem with watching gore as a form of self sabotage.. does watching horror movies count? i havent watched one in a while and im scared itll trigger me

draft poem i wrote the other day about self harn and dealing with urges

TW under the cut: sh (burning)

I need it, I crave the pops of the flesh against the almost frozen heat, the metal kissing my skin as flames send that familiar smell to my face. I hunger for the sting of relief. Each time I pull my hand away from something warm that voice in my head says "stay"

the hardest thing to cope with is that the scars might never fade, i accept them for the most part, because the people i care about love them as a part of me. but sometimes i struggle to understand that ill never feel safe leaving the house in a singlet.

CW - slightly suggestive under the cut

something that really helps is when my girlfriend kisses my scars or runs her fingers along them telling me shes proud of how far ive come or that im beautiful either way. that really really makes me smile and feel better

Intro post

Hi everyone! My name is Archie and this my intro post!

What will my blog contain?

Recovery tips for @namia, $h, ptsd/c-ptsd, depression and anxiety

Joyful moments, pretty things, achievements of myself and my peers

Poetry, photography and other art I or my loved ones make (mostly about mental health)

My struggles in recovery and how I pushed past them

Love and positivity

DNI : I don't have any dnis really, dont be an asshole or a pedo, over 18 can interact with my posts but please dont dm me anything weird

(tl;dr under the cut)

Every time I open social media im greeted with something horrible. I want to make this account to spread light to the people in the dark like I was for so long. Not everyone is as lucky as me, I have incredible support networks that i will be forever grateful for. I'm going to post recovery tips, joyful moments, my struggles with recovery and how I am overcoming them. I aim to pour my heart and soul into this project as a gift to myself and other people who are still struggling like i once did. I have learned and grown so so much over the past few years and I'm still working on bettering myself but the internet can be a scary place and i want to make it just that tiny bit better.

I JUST REALIZED IVE BEEN SAED WHEN I WAS A CHILD

THE MEMORY JUST LIKE APPEARED OUT OF THIN AIR OMFG WHERE WAS THIS?!

I swear when i move out i am COVERING my body in cuts from head to toe

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Tw-fake blood

Old photo but still a good one, I did it with the thin blades in razors but the 100 Benadryl I took definitely help me get that deep it was to the bone but I didn’t get a photo before it got a lot of blood in it because I was really high and lost my memory shortly after and I don’t remember anything from four days after this

THIS Is shspo

Tw: fake blood

I’m gonna be so fr with yall this scared me when I did it not because of the depth it was only beans (I’ll post good pic of them another time)but because of the blood I was up till 6 cleaning blood I probably bled for 2-3 hours straight

dming you after cutting myself like a cat running up to you after abusing its scratchbox

Tips to get over the pain scare?

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Jeju mam już dosyć, nie odchudzania ale kurw całego życia niech mi ktoś da kulkę w łeb

Parę zdjęć z mojej lw (61kg)

TW WIDOCZNE SWIEZE R@NY PO SH!!!

Ale to mnie motywuje muszę wrócić do tej wagi

Te nogiiii😍 😭 jakim cudem myślałam wtedy że jestem gruba?🩵🦴🩷

(Wiem ze 61 to nadal dużo ale dla mnie to był wspanialy wynik)

The anxiety I get when I remember I might not have hid my blades properly

IM ALSO 5 DAYS CLEAN NOW !!!!! It's so hard, i might relapse tonight, but still 5 days is a lot :]

Me when my blades are dull so to keep myself sane I have to look at shblr until I can get some new ones 😔💔

They hurt ╯︿╰

tw: realistic sfw and make-up:P

I "cleaned" them up but they stinging now :(((

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I got too tired to post my make up and sfx last night ^^

But here it is now :3

Tw: realistic cvts and bl00d

I got triggered by a song, how pathetic....ahsufohajr I miss ber so much :(((

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Js some cat scratches :3

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I did this first then i really needed to do it again :(((( soooo glad my ex dearest can make me feel this shit about myself (*´～｀*)

Secconddd cut thingggg. I did it more on my hip :P

Also this one wouldn't stop bleeding >:((((

At least the blood is yummerssss >////<

Im lonely and tired :((( I js want my dearest back💔

my cvts are so pretty, but I don't wanna get t-worded for posting them to much >.<

Which is a shameee, cause the new blad3s are giving me some damn good bl00d

It hurt a little more than usual but I think it was js cause I was going over the other cvts I'm not really giving a chance for the others to heal up properly😅

I don't really know what to do cause now I have bl00dy tissues but no bin in my room (my mother took it away :< I wasn't trusted with it) sooo I might js hide them in my school bag and hope it doesn't attract the ants in my room + nobody sees them at school XD

talking to people who don't cvt or just aren't really mentally fucked is such a jump scare sometimes

(especially if you jokingly say 'imma kms' and they take it seriously + get concerned 😭)

OMGGG MY MOTHER DID THAT, SHE TOOK AWAY ALL THE BANDAIDS AND THE CLEANING SPRAY💀💀💀 Critical thinking just left her i guess :P

I hate when people take away bandaids when they find out about your self harm, like how does that help???? The whole point of trying to get someone to stop self harming is that it isn’t safe, and since taking bandaids away isn’t stopping them that just makes everything even more unsafe. Some ppl are dumb

FINALLY SOME GOOD...sfx...makeup...totally not real blood

I FEEL SO HAPPY AND JITTERY EHEHEHEHEHHEHEHEH YAYAYAYAYAYAYYAYAYAYA

Tw forrrrrrrrr cvtssss (n blood)

Block don't report please this is a coping mechanism :( I'm safe trust, my therapist looks at them often to see if there clean ^^

Cat scratchessss >.<

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Finally got some good bl00d

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:3

I thought I got more pics wth😭😭

Just as i did it

And this was my attempt to clean😭😭

(I did some bandaids cause it wouldn't stop bleeding and I'm not sure when my family's gonna get back :P)

born to be a wrist cutter, forced to be a thigh cutter 💔

Yes looking at pictures of peoples self h4rm makes me feel better

Yes it also makes me feel like shit because I know I don't have enough courage or supplies to actually cut as deep as them

Being so depressed you can’t even cut yourself <<<

When scars and marks start to form >>>>>

Me when my blades are dull so to keep myself sane I have to look at shblr until I can get some new ones 😔💔

If someone says

"Don't cut for me ?😢😢💔💔😔"

One more time I'm gonna cut myself deeper :p

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