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I do not whant to be me, I feel wrong. And people tell me im wrong so the must be right...
im like 99% sure im sick and have been feeling like shit so i got to go home early at like 12 something am, i binged like crazy and i feel 20x worse but i can at least ⭐rve myself since my parents r gunna think its only cs im sick..
can someone explain to me WHY i crave alcohol even though im not an alcoholic and have only had extremely small sips that were soon spat out???
Preach all you want but who's gonna save me?
my scars fading<<<<
having more space to cut>>>>
why cant ppl js leave me alone
oh yeah, today's been great, definitely didn't relapse. definitely didn't nearly have a panic attack because I thought blood was dripping down my arm in lesson. definitely didn't keep walking into the guy who made s*x jokes about me for half a year last year. definitely not getting angry and overwhelmed by everything and getting yelled at by my parnsst to sort my attitude out.
i think im feeling it now
jst like u do
i feel like i'm probably chronically ill in some way, since i can't remember the last time i didn't feel like shit, but my doctor said i wasn't anemic because i've apparently got a "healthy colour", therefore my parent don't care anymore, so i guess this is another thing i can deal with later.