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Tw-fake blood

Old photo but still a good one, I did it with the thin blades in razors but the 100 Benadryl I took definitely help me get that deep it was to the bone but I didn’t get a photo before it got a lot of blood in it because I was really high and lost my memory shortly after and I don’t remember anything from four days after this

THIS Is shspo

Tw: fake blood

I’m gonna be so fr with yall this scared me when I did it not because of the depth it was only beans (I’ll post good pic of them another time)but because of the blood I was up till 6 cleaning blood I probably bled for 2-3 hours straight

my man said he’s proud of me for not cvtting and said even if i do it’s okay because i’m trying but i reallyyyy don’t know what to do, i haven’t in a few days since i carved his name but i really want to, the urges are so strong but he’s gonna ask me why and a bunch of other shit (he’s studying psychology so he’s always on my ass” WHAT DO I DOOOO

i’m just scared i’m gonna get t worded again

update- he wants me too 😛😛

i love my man i would carve his name into me for him.

i love all my girly pop moots except the only exception is @styro--boy

what is your favorite song, and also what is your favorite hobby to keep your mind busy? :D

ooo my favorite song would have to be “Someone Somewhere Somehow” by Super Whatevr

my favorite hobbies would have to be ice skating, talking to my man, and calling my friends

how was your day today??

my day was actually very shitty, i went to court, cried, did the ice bucket challenge, argued with my father, cried more, cried, called my man (😍), aaannnddd here we are. the highlight was definitely calling my man, thank you for askinggg

okay so my man wants me to stop cvvtting BUT IT TVRNS HIM 0N SO WHY WOULD I STOPPPP UGHHHH IM HAVING A DILEMMA

i was tryna cvt and my dad knocked on my door asking if we can talk cause we just had a really big fight. i hate getting interrupted istg

this is a little reveal i guess?? not necessarily a face reveal since you can’t see it but you get the idea <3

plz don’t be meannnn

do you got that dawg in you

i do got that dawg in me 🐺🐺🐺

update, i went with my parents and my father lied saying i’m lazy and it’s because of my phone that i don’t go AND said i ran away which is also a lie (he kicked me out) like mf that’s not true. but i have court ordered therapy because they hate me and are trying to take away my personality but when it was over when i was leaving the place my mom pulled me aside to talk abt smth and i started bawling my eyes out because he wasn’t believing me and was believing my father and basically just told me to and i quote “get your ass to school” like mfff

why are you going to court tomorrow (here because your post)

i have to go to court for truancy, i never go to school 😭

oopsiessss

PLEASE ASK ME QUESTIONS OR IM GONNA CRY

guys someone tell my man to call me back, i miss him

i love hitting styr0 multiple times in the same sesh

i gained ten pounds and broke up with my boyfriend

Now i’m like the soul sucking extremely depressed and hopeless mentally ill instead of the manic 🌈💕🌸 mentally ill where i felt good but knew it was bad

filter: blade

filter: sh

filter: cvt skin knife carving stab

filter: styro styros

filter: relapsing relapse

filter: styro beans

Me when my blades are dull so to keep myself sane I have to look at shblr until I can get some new ones 😔💔

Me when my blades are dull so to keep myself sane I have to look at shblr until I can get some new ones 😔💔