Self Mutalition - Blog Posts

Eyes blade Why hello there beautiful you would make some lovely artwork

i cut myself with a dr pepper can

i cut myself with a doctor pepper can/ so funny

hhahahaahheehehheehahhahahahaa dr pepper ahhaha

moving house soon, I'll finally have my own room and I can cut as much as I like at night, what are my parents gonna do? watch me sleep? nu-uh.

im never opening up to my mum fully, because how am I meant to to tell the woman who gave me life, that I don't want it anymore

im so tired of this

my scars fading<<<<

having more space to cut>>>>

why cant ppl js leave me alone

Vent

oh yeah, today's been great, definitely didn't relapse. definitely didn't nearly have a panic attack because I thought blood was dripping down my arm in lesson. definitely didn't keep walking into the guy who made s*x jokes about me for half a year last year. definitely not getting angry and overwhelmed by everything and getting yelled at by my parnsst to sort my attitude out.

I fear it's getting bad again

wish I could be happy all the time and not just when I'm with my gf or something is genuinely funny

need to have an excuse

one like = one cut

whats wrong with me cutting myself? like I know its bad and people don't like it when I do. but seriously, I don't see the problem

ever just zone out and start questioning everything??? keeps happening recently, stressing me out slightly.

the urge to cut is so strong but my parents are always coming into my room after I've been up there for like 10 minutes since I gave them a letter explaining everything. I'm such a hypocrite but still

sfx makeup

not real

i just like to do super realistic makeup

last warning

i’ve been clean for over 2 months and promised my bsf i wouldn’t do it again…

but i was so triggered today i just had to.

ik i’m an ana blog so this post is a bit off-brand for me but i js thought my cvts looked kinda cool tdy

ACTUALLY being stuck and having NO solution but suicide is so unbearably cruel

I think I hit beans today.........(woo-hoo?)

(ALSO WHY TF ARE ALMIST ALL OF MY POSTS GETTING T WORDED U FUCK)

I NOT SCARED >:<

(Please tell me u got the reference PLEASSSSE)

IM NOT HUNGRY IM NOT HUNGRY IM NOT HUNGRY IM NOT HUNGRY IM NOT HUNGRY IM NOT HUNGRY IM NOT HUNGRY IM NOT HUNGRY

VERY unpopular opinion : it's so easy to restrict or too fast when you're busy

I for one was doing math and history/geography stuff for I don't know how long and literally forgot to eat for 3 DAYS 3 FUCKING DAYS

Uhhuhm anyway I lost liek 7 FUCKING POUNDS IN 3 FUCKING DAYS

*Keeps composure cuz she's a lady* uhum

I started seeing titty bone is ghat even a thing like the cell in which the organs are in prisoned (it legit looks like prison bars ) (don't ask how I know)

AND AND GUESS WHAT. I DIDNT LOOSE TITTY FAT WOOOHOOOOOOOO

I HAVE TITTY AND IM SKINNY

YO BITCH IS SLIM THICK AHAHAH

Again I stopped caring about food like 3 months ago and lost approximately 12kg so

in conclusion :keep yo ahh busy ho

I'm laughing so hard GUYS there's a music band called STIFF LITTLE FINGERS 😭😭

Unpopular opinion: I would rather have a belly and no waist than a flat stomach and wide ribcage

Gonna reblong cuz WHY DIDDNT THIS GET MORE LIKES IM LITERALLY SO CREATIVE AND COOL AND FUNNY

I aspire to be like my hair

Fine and thin

Hehe that one nirvana song

I WANNA HIT BEANSS SO BAD

beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans

The best way to put it is that trying to be clean is like constantly feeling thirsty and not being able to do anything abt it

Do u ever starve to the point u feel low-key high?

I try to manipulate myself too