3d But Not Sheeren - Blog Posts

I was supposed to fast today but my mom made me breakfast. She’s making me eat with her so the most I can do is say I’m not that hungry and eat at least half.

I’m probably gonna throw the rest out.

When I actually hear my stomach>>>>

a SINGLE crumb or two of (bland) rice cake entered my stomach because my father forced me to eat SOMETHING and now I feel like shit! Like I know it’s less then 4 calories for a crumb or two but still..

i hate food

but not in a way of just being picky or sum shit like just thinking about food makes me wanna throw up my insides out, when i eat i feel so dirty as if i rolled around in dirt. I despise it idk how ppl enjoy it

oh to look like this

tw: ed mentioned

met my younger self for coffee today...

she said, "we're still not skinny?"

"we've got something so much better than that, love"

Intro post

Hi everyone! My name is Archie and this my intro post!

What will my blog contain?

Recovery tips for @namia, $h, ptsd/c-ptsd, depression and anxiety

Joyful moments, pretty things, achievements of myself and my peers

Poetry, photography and other art I or my loved ones make (mostly about mental health)

My struggles in recovery and how I pushed past them

Love and positivity

DNI : I don't have any dnis really, dont be an asshole or a pedo, over 18 can interact with my posts but please dont dm me anything weird

(tl;dr under the cut)

Every time I open social media im greeted with something horrible. I want to make this account to spread light to the people in the dark like I was for so long. Not everyone is as lucky as me, I have incredible support networks that i will be forever grateful for. I'm going to post recovery tips, joyful moments, my struggles with recovery and how I am overcoming them. I aim to pour my heart and soul into this project as a gift to myself and other people who are still struggling like i once did. I have learned and grown so so much over the past few years and I'm still working on bettering myself but the internet can be a scary place and i want to make it just that tiny bit better.

Unpopular opinion: I would rather have a belly and no waist than a flat stomach and wide ribcage

Literally my life is beaches every single night messy buns and Christmas lights literally my life

the day i get to 115lbs im going to have the craziest shopping spree ever. if i could just never eat again.

legspo to kick off this fast

My cheeks litteraly ruin my face, I need to be better at this

In a competition of who can e@t less with my step sister (in my brain) I’m winning thank god

My retainer keeps me sane tbh, fixing my teeth, not allowed to e@t when they’re in. Fr the loml

If I go blonde I need to be at least 40 lbs lighter

Todays fuel

Did so good at the gym and only ate 200 c@ls today ♥️

Sophie is my favorite th!nspø

Today my sister told me she wouldn’t mind if I ⭐️ved myself, (I haven’t eaten a full mean in weeks) and now I know I need to be doing more bc that must mean she doesn’t see a difference…

I feel like such a loser when I eat.

Is it weird that one of my main things I’m exited for when I hit my gw is looking prettier while I’m driving? Like I have a small car and I feel like a clown right now, but when I’m small and dainty I will fit and be perfect. Idk

I will hit my gw by my birthday I will hit my gw by my birthday I will hit my gw by my birthday

I have an event to go to in a little less than a month. F@sting every other day for the next 20 days just to be able to enjoy it 💋💋

I love having the flu, like yes I get to sleep all day, taking long walks beacuse u need fresh air, and I have no appetite

Soft as an angel, light as a feather

Some of my fav th!nsp0 right now Xx

welcome back workouts in my room at night, my old friend

chew and spit, you'll forever be my holy grail

baking so i can watch others eat it while i st@rve and smile :)

TW 3d

can we talk abt the fact that when you have an 3d you either hate male approval or love it. im very queer, and thought i wasnt interested in men at all for a while, but when my 3d started it was insane how much i gravitated towards them and their approvel.

or is that just me.

TW 3d

~goals~

cw- 67kg

1st goal- 65kg

2nd goal- 62kg

3rd goal- 60kg

4th goal- 58kg

5th goal- 55kg

6th goal- 52kg

7th goal- 49kg

and so on

im actually really exited now that i have my goals written down :)

TW 3d

I hate when I consciously binge, I'm thinking, 'Wow i just ate like a pig for 2 days, and yes i am going to continue to do that'. Like actually what is wrong with me. I'm on school holidays so i don't have school to distract me anymore and i literally want to cry.