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omfg, im skipping class and hiding in the bathroom and i can hear another girl doing the same. so its super quiet, and my fucking stomach growls SO LOUD and i just hear the rustling stop from the other girl.

anyone got a shovel? imma just start digging my grave

TW 3d

i haven't eaten all day and i'm SO PROUD OF MYSELF.

we're getting pizza for dinner as well so that's a guarantee i'm not eating that. worst case scenario i do a ch3w and sp!t

should we go for a 2 day fast?

edit- follow up question, do you end up swallowing a lot of the food from ch3w and sp!t? like is it the equivalent of 1 bite?

edit2- i got it forced down my throat 🥲 what a fun day i've been having

The urge to runaway and start again..

TW 3d

winter uniform is back, you know what what means... hiding in jumpers and stockings so you can st@rve without anyone realising and shocking everyone in a few months :))

especially w my outfit boards vs my actual style 😭

should i pick up sm0k!ng to help with the hvnger? i've wanted to for a while, but obvs is bad for you, so is it worth it?

when will a man give me a cig w his number on it

Ok damn

(found on Pinterest)

A little bit of guilt or jealousy, a bit of spite, those are fantastic motivators. Seriously, whenever I feel guilty about anything, my motivation to st4rve skyrockets.

Before you report someone's blog and take away their safe space...

Ed's are the most lonely and isolating illnesses there is. You are accepted only if you're successfully recovering, otherwise you're automatically problematic and promoting. Your body and habits around eating are triggering. You're demonetized for simply having a sickness.

People with ed's will always find their triggers, no matter how hard you try to block, report and all. But the thing is, you have to find these spaces. Closed spaces. If we don't have those, people will take their ed's on TikTok or other platforms where they will eventually pop up to everyone to see. If someone looks for these spaces, they're already sick. No one will GET sick by looking at someone's blogs.

These spaces let's you be honest, vent, have people and friends that all go through same things. You're less lonely. These spaces can be toxic, but when you find the right people it can be uplifting and actually good for your mental health: you're not alone.

These days people are mostly nice and pro recovery. M34nsp0 is something only kids post these days anymore. We connect, we vent, we help each other. Until WE are ready to recover. Forced recovery will never work the same as choosing recovery yourself. Reporting everything makes everything worse: you get isolated again, you're lonely again. Most people who D13 from Ed's d13 from taking their own life... It's the loneliness and depression that takes them eventually.

So if you see someone's Ed page, let them have it. Block it if you find it disturbing, but that can be the only thing keeping them alive atm. Just because YOU feel like it's not good, doesn't give you the right to take that safe space, friends and support from them.

If you need to find it, the sickness is already there. We will take these things to another platforms if these ones gets taken away. And then they will pop up to everyone.

So, our businesses are here, yours is there. The problem comes when you're also there, in our businesses. Protect your peace and block. Thank you.

Repost if you’re a teen with an active @na blog

(I need @nas my age to relate to 💔)

it also suppresses aggressive behaviour and a couple prisons have painted cells this shade

how bizzare just a shade of a colour can affect us this way

losing water weight via sobbing

Soft as an angel, light as a feather

Thinspœ

Some of my fav th!nsp0 right now Xx

welcome back workouts in my room at night, my old friend

me after binging but not telling 3dblr

chew and spit, you'll forever be my holy grail

Wanna be at the point where an accidental tummy slip is cute and hot rather than gross

111 things to do instead of eating

go on a walk

drink water

clean your room

reorganize your bookshelf

learn to draw/draw something new

learn to knit/crochet

apply for jobs

do yoga

paint your nails

do laundry

do your makeup

take a nap

design a new phone layout

change your bedsheets

skincare

wash the dishes

read a book

deep dive into a niche topic

go to the mall

online window shopping

clean out your closet

meditate

do online quizzes

play coolmathgames

empty your email inbox

make a bullet journal

scrapbook

plan a fake vacation

look at expensive houses on zillow

do your duolingo lesson

make a mood board

sing karaoke

learn an instrument

burn a cd

make hyper specific playlists

bake things to give away

go swimming

make a funny powerpoint presentation

watch movies

start a new tv show

listen to a podcast

hang out with friends

paint something

make decorations for your room

make stickers

write a book

learn to sew

upcycle clothes

make a bucket list

write a diary

look at thinspo

start a youtube channel

start a podcast

do a puzzle

plan out outfits

make a collage

scroll tumblr

learn a new sport

make a new friend

study

do your homework

watch a video essay

do pilates

take a bubble bath

create a website

create an aesthetic ed journal

watch diet vlogs

watch mukbangs

make a style book

make a tiktok

learn origami

learn morse code

learn scratch coding

write media analysis

play geoguesser

plan your meals

dust everything

learn a dance

do a coloring book

update your resume

clean your car

find a pen pal

clean your makeup brushes

try new makeup styles

make a tier list

write love letters

make slime

call a relative

start a free course

critique old philosophy

plan your dream house

learn how to invest

go grocery shopping

make an amazon wishlist

scroll twitter

brush your teeth

write a poem

stretch

listen to asmr

do some manifesting

go to the library

play just dance

play random free steam games

make some tea

play with your pet

go people watching

start a garden

go for a drive

do some volunteering

play a board game

have a photo shoot

baking so i can watch others eat it while i st@rve and smile :)

You won’t remember what you ate today in summer.

I repeat

YOU WILL NOT REMEMBER WHAT YOU ATE TODAY IN SUMMER.

TW 3d

can we talk abt the fact that when you have an 3d you either hate male approval or love it. im very queer, and thought i wasnt interested in men at all for a while, but when my 3d started it was insane how much i gravitated towards them and their approvel.

or is that just me.

TW 3d

~goals~

cw- 67kg

1st goal- 65kg

2nd goal- 62kg

3rd goal- 60kg

4th goal- 58kg

5th goal- 55kg

6th goal- 52kg

7th goal- 49kg

and so on

im actually really exited now that i have my goals written down :)

“im a fan of the pro 4n4 nation, i do them drugs to stop the f-food cravings” ⋆ ˚ 𝜗𝜚˚ ⋆

TW 3d

I hate when I consciously binge, I'm thinking, 'Wow i just ate like a pig for 2 days, and yes i am going to continue to do that'. Like actually what is wrong with me. I'm on school holidays so i don't have school to distract me anymore and i literally want to cry.

im trying this diet and imma repeat it over and over again til i reach my ugw