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so, i’m getting kind burnt out with boredom and creative stiffness lately, and i’m getting into my analog horror phase.
and i’ve been coming up with ideas and stuff and
it would follow Sentinel under the Primes for a while and then shift to when he was in power and stuff
it’d also be pretty angsty too with horror-ish elements, would it even be considered an ‘analog horror’? (No wait it would if it were tapes gathered, like data-logs, nvmd)
it would also be fairly art-oriented too, like a more finished looking animatic or something?
idk if i’ll give up on it or not lol
Dm me if your interested!!
Things I dislike 🥲-
I'm not picky or anything just please please be atleast kind or respectful.(Discord flashbacks)
I’m so happy there are actually good people on the internet like last night I was watching YouTube as always :3 and my fyp just so happened to be horror and as I was starting to feel uneasy and uncomfortable like someone or something was watching me or was in the room with me and I scrolled down and I saw the video and it was so wholesome it said “if you ever feel uneasy or scared remember that your teddies can’t get possessed, momo isn’t real, someone will help you with your taxes” so yeah I felt like my normal self and then I proceeded to watch analog horror and went on with my night :3
scene queen to elderitch being pipeline is so real
My film camera arrived today!
It's a pentax km, and it's first film camera I've owned. Unless you count disposable cameras or my grandpas old one, but like that one has a busted viewfinder meaning mechanically it works, but like you're risking it in terms of what you're shooting ehh. Cause it's really just shooting blind and film is fucking expensive so no way I was risking it. Anyways i'm super hyped, I love analog photography and it's been consuming me. Before my interest was contained to videos i found online because no one I know seems to be interested. But now I can a. Forces them to acknowledge the subject when i bring it up and b. Actually take photos myself, which is so fucking exciting jsut as an idea. Like I can now actually do stuff other then just what shooting would be like theoretically
Anyways I'm getting rambly but I really just wanted to share this with someone even if it's a stranger on tumblr
TW for staring and darkness plus general horror
I LOVE DOG NIGHTMARES!!!!!
this the type of energy I bring to the function
omfg, im skipping class and hiding in the bathroom and i can hear another girl doing the same. so its super quiet, and my fucking stomach growls SO LOUD and i just hear the rustling stop from the other girl.
anyone got a shovel? imma just start digging my grave
Fun dip as OMAD is underrated. (45-50cals)
I hate purging but still feeling some food in me. 😔
The Gag reflex is back, it kinda sucks though bc I have to take off my nails every time b4 I purge. Then reglue them on. (I wear press on every single day btw.)
Friendly reminder, it doesn’t matter what it is, if you split food or a meal, always pick the smaller portion. You eat less and you look nice. Don’t be greedy.
Ugh I wish I didn’t have to eat w/ my family.
I need advice, my gag reflex isn’t working right, I ate like 1000 cals at dinner, and tried to purge but nothing would come down, only like 10 mins later. I have the shove my fingers all the way down to even get a feeling. Please, how do I like..Reset it or something?
Mia is starting to control me a bit more than Ana. Idk how to feel, I feel like Ana has better results. Any tips?
Breakfast⭐️
My girlfriend, (she doesn’t know we’re together yet,) won’t love me until I’m pure and sk1nny.
liquid calories need to die.
I WAS JUST GONNA POST ON THE NEW ⭐️SAFESPACE NOOOOOOOOOOOOO
My brother takes the worst photos of me, that make me look like the biggest cow ever. (I am, and it’s lowkey meansp0 in it’s own right.)
Just binged and purged, time to spend the next 2 hours on a workout bike. (I have the flu.)
Yay, I’m finally starting to become one of those 4n4’s who dreads eating, I ate 460 cals today and hated every single bite, I just want to starve and starve.
OF COURSE I GET MY PERIOD ON MY WEIGH IN DAY, JUST MY LUCK.
MY FUCKING SCALE ISN’T WORKING I’M GOING TO CRASH OUT.
I’m in a loop, I restrict, then I binge and I’m back where I started.
Anyone else going through this/have tips?
Throwing myself into drawing so I don’t binge. (I’m on hour 16 of a 24 hour liquid fast.)
I hate when my 3d ruins fun moments with my family. I was genuinely enjoying myself, and my mom made hot chocolate and I couldn’t stop thinking abt the cals, and I felt so bad after.
my moms plan literally backfired, she took away the knifes to stop my sh, but I just got a 3d.