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Lowkey would wanna get better. But I am literally nothing without my addictions and obsessions, so we’ll stay here.
Fun dip as OMAD is underrated. (45-50cals)
I hate purging but still feeling some food in me. 😔
(sorry for the pfp it’s temporary but I still figuring it out so you’ll have to bare with me and my choppedness, luv ya’ll.)
Hey just a little PSA.
Moots. I am obsessed with you guys and your blogs. Seeing your posts will never not make my day, good or bad posts. I love y’all so much, feel free to choke me out whenever boo. ❤️❤️
Sorry I don’t rlly reach out. I wish nothing but fairy dust and magic in your lives.
actual icons of everything magical. 💕💕 @angelsdocry @x-psychotictendencies-x @wishhedbeenateenidle @mortifyingdarling @eepiiestgrrl @okkuspokkus
Hey reminder, racists are not welcome here or anywhere. We’re all disordered and sick, but this is outrageous. Seek help and leave the internet and don’t post things like this.
I feel like such a wannarexic, but Mia has been my lifeline lately.
my throat hurts.
seeing your veins and bones poke out more>>>>
IT’S MY ABUELOS BIRTHDAY HE’S TURNING 69 I LOVE HIM SMMM! HE IS THE SWEETEST PEA EVER. He sang to me, and we took lots of photos. We both watch Charmed together, his English isn’t amazing so he calls it ‘witches’ though I think he watches just cause he has a crush on Phoebe lmao. He loves my plushies and treats them like his grandkids. He gives me flowers on Mother’s Day bc I’m ‘their mother’. He’s an identical twin, and they’re both so handsome! Happy birthday to him and my Tio. I hope he gets to see a skinny version of me next year. ❤️❤️
The Gag reflex is back, it kinda sucks though bc I have to take off my nails every time b4 I purge. Then reglue them on. (I wear press on every single day btw.)
I HATE HATE when my parents confront me abt things, like I understand it but I just want them to shut up and leave me alone tbh.
Like today my mom was all like ‘Stop taking to me like your the parent and I’m the child’ well maybe if you regulated your emotions and stopped acting like a five year old I’d treat you like my mom. Maybe if I didn’t have to comfort you everyday because you feel unhappy with your life I’d treat you like my mom. Maybe if you didn’t expect me to always be all sweet with you, and make you feel better about being with my dad then I’d treat you like my mom. Maybe if you stopped complaining about every single little thing that’s wrong, I’d treat you like a parent.
Stfu.
Also she got mad that I’ve been using pmo, in regular speech since it’s disrespectful, ITS A FUCKING JOKE. She was all ‘What if your dad told his father he was pissing him off?’ Yeah I guess it wouldn’t go over well bc my dad’s father is practically abusive.
Anyway, I think I’m just mad bc I broke my fast.
So this is my one meal for OMAD including fries, how many cals does this seem like? Like an estimate. The place doesn’t have cals listed. (Which I think should be mandatory for all restaurants but whatever.)
Ignore the photo but there’s about 6 mini sandwiches all this size, each with the ingredients I listed above.
Remember ya’ll to be a pretty girl you have to eat like a pretty girl.
Locking in.
I want to commit suicide with my crush. Like overdosing and kissing each other then cutting our necks open. 🌸💕🦋
But before then I need to lose weight so she’ll want me.
I don’t think I’ve ever said this but my brother is like my favorite person, like he kinda annoys me, but like he knows everything, (ana/Mia/sh) and doesn’t tell our parents, like he doesn’t like it but he doesn’t snitch either. He’s so chill, and doesn’t chastise or lecture me, he’ll just be like ‘’You don’t eat? That’s corny bro.’’ And I love it. He’s literally so cool. We have the same humor too, and he’s only a year and a half older than me so we have the same experiences. It’s so cool being a teen with him. He’s lowk my twin.
guys i see the light at the end of the tunnel (i didn’t b1nge today after a whole month of eating literally everything)
Breakfast⭐️
Just had a dinner that’s like 1,000 cals I’m sure. I could feel every one. 😔
My birthday is this Sunday and I’m not skinny.
liquid calories need to die.
I just remembered I have to do other things than starve, and cut. It’s over.
Ate 500 cals today. My mom forced me to break my fast early, I feel so bad, I got all mad at her. :(
I’m like super fat, but would y’all mind if I started doing body checks?
‘’You carry your weight well!’’ I don’t want to carry any weight at all.
Just binged and purged, time to spend the next 2 hours on a workout bike. (I have the flu.)
JUST GOT WEIGHED AT UC (URGENT CARE) WDYM I’M UP 2 POUNDS?
Yay, I’m finally starting to become one of those 4n4’s who dreads eating, I ate 460 cals today and hated every single bite, I just want to starve and starve.