IT’S MY ABUELOS BIRTHDAY HE’S TURNING 69 I LOVE HIM SMMM! HE IS THE SWEETEST PEA EVER. He sang to me, and we took lots of photos. We both watch Charmed together, his English isn’t amazing so he calls it ‘witches’ though I think he watches just cause he has a crush on Phoebe lmao. He loves my plushies and treats them like his grandkids. He gives me flowers on Mother’s Day bc I’m ‘their mother’. He’s an identical twin, and they’re both so handsome! Happy birthday to him and my Tio. I hope he gets to see a skinny version of me next year. ❤️❤️
I’m in a loop, I restrict, then I binge and I’m back where I started.
Anyone else going through this/have tips?
Where do I get razors? Like I really wanna try the Matgicol ones, but my parents are always on my ass about cutting, and my mom took all my razors. And those were just from pencil sharpeners, they were barley effective anyway.
this month’s choices are next month’s body.
holy shit I think I actually hate eating at this point, it tastes alright but then just feels disgusting. I wish I lived on my own so I could just starve and starve.
☆⋆。𖦹 2025 is going to be the year we all reach our ugw. all YOU have to do is lock tf in.
are you going to do that for yourself?
I HATE HATE when my parents confront me abt things, like I understand it but I just want them to shut up and leave me alone tbh.
Like today my mom was all like ‘Stop taking to me like your the parent and I’m the child’ well maybe if you regulated your emotions and stopped acting like a five year old I’d treat you like my mom. Maybe if I didn’t have to comfort you everyday because you feel unhappy with your life I’d treat you like my mom. Maybe if you didn’t expect me to always be all sweet with you, and make you feel better about being with my dad then I’d treat you like my mom. Maybe if you stopped complaining about every single little thing that’s wrong, I’d treat you like a parent.
Stfu.
Also she got mad that I’ve been using pmo, in regular speech since it’s disrespectful, ITS A FUCKING JOKE. She was all ‘What if your dad told his father he was pissing him off?’ Yeah I guess it wouldn’t go over well bc my dad’s father is practically abusive.
Anyway, I think I’m just mad bc I broke my fast.
Baby just put down the fork. It’s all on you. You got this 💕
Breakfast⭐️